Cracked : Anuar.Son of Othman -
Sex : Yes.yes.yes But, then.. Only after marry2. -
Last Weapon Used : Water Pistol. -
Simply ♥ : his dear sleepyhead. -
Was Last Seen : Running Away With A Pink Paint Marker. -
R.I.P : 1st June 1986 -
Crayons : Black.Red.White -
Lost Causes : JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05) -
If All Else Fails :
professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her
Apologise For Shouting
did not mean it
feel so tired really
truly sorry
will be your robot from now
Acceptance - Different
.. lyrics below.
Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I, I'll know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different (something that's different)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:12 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Bullets From Aftermath
principals of management must be adaptive
checked spelling please
drafts saved never to be updated
sent out today
thank you for now
diploma blues with communication skills
microeconomics a way of life
near the front of the harbour
and we watch love dined
then classes after that burger
by the place of her
Linkin Park - Valentine's Day
.. lyrics below.
My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away, from sight
And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction, somehow
A black wind took you away, from sight
And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone, and I was wrong
I never knew what it was like, to be alone
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:40 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Testing One Two Eleven Twelve
ok people guess what
new laptop skin pizza lucky plaza
as if he would tell what the hell
happy eleventh plus a year additional two days
peace love techno yes no
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours .. lyrics below.
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me Ah, la peaceful melody It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours
*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure (there's no need to complicate our time is short it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x
no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours. no please don't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la one big family it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la peaceful melodies it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
12:09 AM
Monday, April 28, 2008
Intake Eleven Bee Hive
hello guess what
paid by myself for this part
tonight first day
temasek polytechnic
foundation programme
every mondays and tuesdays
until october
these six freaking months
seven to ten
28/04/08 diagnostic test
29/04/08 arithmetic - real numbers
05/05/08 grammar 1
06/05/08 ratio, percentage and proportion
12/05/08 grammar 2
13/05/08 approximations and standard form
23/05/08 paragraphing 1
20/05/08 arithmetic problems
26/05/08 paragraphing 2
27/05/08 arithmetic problems
02/06/08 composing process 1
03/06/08 simple financial transactions
09/06/08 composing process 2
10/06/08 area and volume
16/06/08 reading comprehension skills 1
17/06/08 area and volume
23/06/08 reading comprehension skills 2
24/06/08 algebraic expressions and algebraic fractions
30/06/08 note - taking 1
01/07/08 algebraic expressions and algebraic fractions
07/07/08 note - taking 2
08/07/08 linear equations
14/07/08 research skills 1
15/07/08 transformation of formulae
21/07/08 revision week
22/07/08 revision week
28/07/08 assessment test 1
29/07/08 assessment test 1
04/08/08 research skills 2
05/08/08 gradients and straight lines 1
11/08/08 research skills 3
12/08/08 gradients and straight lines 2
18/08/08 presentation skills 1
19/08/08 statistics 1
25/08/08 presentation skills 2
26/08/08 statistics 2
01/09/08 presentation skills 3
02/09/08 statistics 3
08/09/08 revision week
09/09/08 revision week
15/09/08 assessment test 2
16/09/08 assessment test 2
22/09/08 feedback and consultation week
23/09/08 feedback and consultation week
29/09/08 study week
06/10/08 examination
what the hell
like back to secondary school
the teacher looks young
with triple children
aged three two one
one credential examples as
a lecturer from national university of singapore
communications with craps
who cares really
laughs out loud
zero questions by the many adults in class
some were lost
others found the room early
typical singaporeans
today close passage questions was given
about vegetarians diet verses omnivores
unprepared unrehearsed unrevised
have to admit quite hard
does anybody at first glance
knows the meaning of the words
incidence or nutrition
by twenty two this year
one of the youngest in class
and he only got
a simple before for english levels
Me First And The Gimme Gimmes - Somewhere Over The Rainbow
.. lyrics below.
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up when the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little blue birds fly across the rainbow
Why oh why can't me?
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:41 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
License To Fly In The Ocean
never in my whole life
actually documented any notes
many scraps of books
print out to paste copy
files with tiles of stress
for the past from last july
until today finally made it
steersman course
theory pass yesterday
oral plus today
equal passed
not past
since
thirty first march two zero zero eight
on a monday
he is officially licensed to drive a police vessel
what is lookout
what is safe speed
what is risk of collision
how do you navigate through a narrow channel
how do you navigate through the traffic separation scheme
what are the lights you see
what are the sounds you hear
the number of international flags
the various actions to emergencies
the height restrictions
the port limits
the picture cards being shown
the two toy boats being seen
plus many more hit and ruins
the skies looked brighter
the air smelt fresher
the ground feels smooth now
the end
Dolores O'Riordan - Ordinary Day
.. lyrics below.
This is just an ordinary day
Wipe the insecurities away
I can see that the darkness will erode
Looking out the corner of my eye
I can see that the sunshine will explode
Far across the desert in the sky
Beautiful girl
Won't you be my inspiration?
Beautiful girl
Don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world
Could ever come between us?
Beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down
Won't let you down
This is the beginning of your day
Life is more intricate than it seems
Always be yourself along the way
Living through the spirit of your dreams
Beautiful girl
Won't you be my inspiration?
Beautiful girl
Don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world
Could ever come between us?
Beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down
Won't let you down
Down, down...
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:46 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
A Mad Dash Of The Old
yesterday spent walking in china
date to find her elusive butterfly belt
instead made quite a few stops along
second handed stuff amazed
initial quoted price was ninety dollars
really cheated the old auntie
got this for seventy five dollars
no accessories
release date september nineteen ninety three
thirty five to eighty millimeters zoom lens
manual have automatic
uses film with built flash
cool for those budget consious
why not digital because
special attention required
not everything can just be deleted away
dream come true
laughs out loud
the generous lady treated
long john silver include cheese fries
amazing random repercussions
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:52 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
A High Five Days Ago
she went to vietnam already
for youth enrichment programme
taking care of intellectually disabled kids
each single day missed badly
listening to squeaky voice from the phone
usual daily quiet stuff from yourself
somehow or rather it is quite silent here
sorry for ever making a hard time
when you are at past around
for being not understandable
turning and reapeating your words back
teasing just for a fun debate really
by the way a day ago got some jeans
eighty percent off cut
do smile more for lady style
welcome home gift for the suffering
anxiously waiting for ten days later
come home soon do take care there
it gets a little bit lonely
maybe teary in sunny singapore
daily favourite chewable ears
perfumed smell from lazy bathing
his soul and cherished confidante
juliana bte johari
Hedley - For The Nights I Can't Remember
.. lyrics below.
I see it in the way you would do
When no one else could ever get through
Holding back till I come around
and Time again you wait for me to come in
And did you really look my way?
Cuz no one coulda seen this coming
I would never let you down
If I was running backwards in full time
So I can and I will and you'll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time
Me, I'm used to being tired and bloody
But you believed that I could be somebody
You put your world on hold for me
Gave away to follow failure through the fire
I need you to know I will
Believe me girl I'm so tired of running
I just wanna hold your hand
Stare at you like you've got everything I need
And I can so I will and you'll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time
And what if I never said to you I was dynamite
And what if I never told you I'm afraid to cry
What if I never let you down
And said I'm sorry for the nights I can't remember
What if I never said to you I would try
Yeah Yeah Yeaahh
And I do wanna love you
(If you see me running back)
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you girl is crazy
Then I'm going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time
Hold back your tears this time
Ooooh Ooooh
Water Pistol. 
release date september nineteen ninety three
thirty five to eighty millimeters zoom lens
manual have automatic
uses film with built flash
cool for those budget consious
why not digital because
special attention required
not everything can just be deleted away
dream come true
laughs out loud
the generous lady treated
long john silver include cheese fries
amazing random repercussions