Barophobia- Fear of gravity. (Wee.. *Spins around, arms stretched wide.)
Bathophobia- Fear of depth. (hates going tru wif bad situations..)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books. (deppression when a textbook is near, books are fine to me..)
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Graduation
keepin dis date in mind 4eva..29th September 2005aint an ITE student anymore
..finally..today after passing up my entrepeunaship project,
teacher said: "Good Anuar, tomorow no need to come for lesson."
"good job" he said.
i replied, "but cher, need to do powerpoint or not to get an 'A'?"
he said, " haiyo, no need."
that was da last time eva gona see him in the staff room i guess.
goodbye cute teachers, goodbye ITE life..
er.. anuar, stop being emotional..
well, life in this place called dover ite, for 2years 2months & 29 days been like kinda inspirational.
friends comes & goes, one dae, he called u brudder, da nxt he's gone..
i was being extra hardwerkin for this project,
hey, i finished a day earlier then the rest of so-called "3rd year students".
my business proposal, kinda book-binded, printed in Pink Paper.
ya, pink Paper, hehe, there's a proffessional feeling
when it comes to printing wif the classic pink paper.
my proposal was bout 60pages,
inclusive of the 30 pieces of survey..
haha, toopid survey had to type & type & type.
ryte, back to reality my proposal had:
intro
biz description
why
data compilation
printouts of 3 rival clothing companies
proposed 3-year plan
30 surveys
data compilation of the surveys
proposed membership card
biz advertisment
biz raw statements of accounts
biz policy
proposed design for the clothes
haha.. anuar, ur actually staying all nite for that.
well, thats's dat..
im gona miss a lot of those cute2 teachers whos been kind to me..
when i was late, they turned a blind eye.
when i needed help, they're always there..
when i was, hehe, drawing my mark on the lift, luckily nobody noes..
The huge pink markered "Circle within an 'A'" was all done by me..!!
ya, by a STUDENT COUNCILOUR no doubt!!
was a student councilour, wif a huge post somemore..
Research & Development Coordinator i was.
i was, a model student in ITE i guess..
played punk, sleep2 when tired, drw doodles on tables..etc..
A Rebel Student Councilour.
being in SC, kinda taught me alot..
patient, understanding, caring, torturing, madness, politics..
depression, luv, hate, munipulation..
hav been to kinda a dozen of events, INVESTITURES, URSHERINGS..etc.
was even an EMCEE for my Dover's open House..
cool i tell ya..its Cool..
was in the hiphop scene wif Mama-D last year, quit cos HipHop's Dead, true.,
besides i was da secretary of the crew when meetings were held for streetfest.
too many poseurs & spoilers during dat time..
too many
then well.. lets just sae im a straight edge, rebel without a cause..
im a vocalist nw, to hmm.. radical songs..
like, Megadeth, etc..
been since a long we jammed tho.. almost 3 months
the guitarist was my classmate, that toot metalhead who listens to hardcore..
haha, metal u may ask.?
well i call it cute & radical..
rhymesdatimesimissedyoufeelinsobluewhomadayicouldevasayiheartyou.
back to reality anuar, u could nva hv someone whos u rarely seen..
its fastin month nxt week,
NS, national Service..Police..11th october..
here i come..
......
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:32 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Fears
a compilationofhis greatest fearswhen someone wonders..anuar, are u scared, wats wrong wif u, why r u behavin weird todae.
his fears dat begins wif "A"Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. (Yucks..)
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. (admits leaves da light on when going to da toilet @ nite)
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. (well.. he luvs noise..hates ballads)
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. ( stage fright during emceeing fr his sch's open house, hehe..)
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. (TRUE.he admits so..)
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. (jus simple insecurity wif a lady)
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single. (opps, skip this shall we..)
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things. (circles.circles.circles.)
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection. (when nobody's perfect, he's a nobody )
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting. (by the person he likes..)
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure. (been a failure many2 times, haiz..)
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself. (hmm.. really.. hmm.... nah.. hmm..)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:01 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
Ends
he liedwhenever he saysu wunt be missed
blablablaa short storyend.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
5:10 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Odds
overcoming silentlyfallen apartor isit my imagination
lifedeath by days gone by..
er.. found this somewhere
why
missed| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
| How You Are In Love |
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| Your Brain's Pattern |
Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure |
You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed |
| How You Life Your Life |
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
| Your Seduction Style: Prized Object |
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. |
| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
|
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| You Are 50% Weird |
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
| Your Personality Profile |
You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.
You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first. |
| Your Inner Child Is Naughty |
Like a child, you tend to discount social rules.
It's just too much fun to break the rules!
You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you.
And no matter what, you refuse to grow up! |
hmm..
lets just sae i was feeling a little bored today..
took some weird personality tests found on da net..
WaTeva It Is, it isnt True!!!!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:40 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Pain
panadolnear-zero probabilityor my maturity
whydo questions go unanswered
or isit im fearful
why
o. no.5 poetic delirium parasite huh..? Bluek!if one dae i ask u out then u noe wats really a delirium parasite is..bloody chicken, imusummarising last week:
LOST..
i missed friendster.
i missed internet
i missed... hmm.. wateva dat comes to my mind, etc..
someimes i wonder, wat is dis blogging thinggy for..
hmm..
i am kinda content wif my life, half-empty but contented.
...
it was never half full since da dae i met u.
met=spoken a few words/very few minutes.
the dots left behind.
Life goes on.
& on..
& on...
as wat monopoly teaches
moi,
"Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect Two-hundred Dollars"
.. monopoly, a game of patience, crap & mental endurance.
wif a bit of finding out a little bit of each other.
support? who needs them!!!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:29 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Words
speechlesspresentationpresentationspresentatin me
immoraladvances
lite-headed
had many stuff on my mind dis daes
3 more daes till end of da non-dzturbin week1) Entrepeunaship Project
2) Drama Workshop Final Presentations
3) The Thought Of Losing My Hair
4) The Thought Of Losing Touch
hmm...
search da net,
found dis piece, (http://www.sugarinmytea.com/misc/requiem.html)
for drama presentation, hv to re-edit here & there for the actors..
Overall i lyke da plot.. classic..
But, need a little sugar & spice..
..wordswordswords
Director- Aka. Mr. Anuar
The title of it would be.."Sour"
Hopefully i hv the time management within me to complete the script
Hopefully..
Hope.
im jus a limited vocab kinda guy.
so i dun type a lot.. its all in da mind.. Locked.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:23 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Fault
minelast week felt lyke:i 've been crashed & burned
practicalbasically
im cured
it aint dengue, phew..
rest.in.peace.fr.i.wunt.diz.u.dis.week.wore white tie on black to da investiture,
& for da last time im/do nt dressed lyke an emo-kid
bought a shoe on sundae..
( white converse, wif black safety pins designs on them.. )
shit, i think i got too much shoes..
anuar, nxt time buy clothes not shoes can,
but, it cost 29.90 limited ed. on offer, couldnt resist..
hopin dis week to turn out great,
full of ups & downs, twists & turns..
lyke an extremely cheap-ticketed rollercoaster ride wif no brakes..=p!
i wish i wish i wish..
Last but not least,
da whole skool's internetwork was filtered.. *yay..*sob2..
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:29 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Dengue fever or isit wifout da 'Dengue'
sore throatsickhalf alive & half as dead
abci lost my conscious
grabbin an ounce of energy to go skool
regained voice.
still melting..
still missin... need a doc,
but,
received a posted invitation yesterdae
sent to me fr an investiture todae
wat should i wear dis afternoon.. hmm..
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:56 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Depth
for da first time in my lyfei was early by an hourreach national university of singapore @ 7am
tiredi lost my voice
duno where did all da energy go
arh...
too tired to type..
im melting...
im melting?
im melting.......
help....
still.m.u.*waves moral flagi have dead fingers,so cant play da classical ryte,
mr yong, sorrie last nite u had to stay up to teach mi..
fingertip burns..
inspiration, where are u?
are u hiding in da toilet..?
are u behind my cubboard..?
will somebody accompany mi to IMH?
gtta admit was a lil irritatin yesterdaesince i noe ya hd ya chicken scratches..loggin off
Peninsular plaza here i come, yong gona drag u along..
all cos of a studded belt..
due to rough handlin all 3 was spoilt 6months ago..
nw where is dat kehin..?
watz up wif wearing metro huh..?
lets go shoppin!!!
i got my yearly bonus of $116!!!
minus transportation & hp bills..,
..er.. left $50plus2!!!!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:09 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
Reflection
emptinessdo not question me why
blurits been an empty week
with holes here & there
80% lateness to werk
100% not me
seoul gardenia wif hint.yong&haw=)
Ok la hint, till my nxt pay, i'll pay u bck, thankz fr lendin fr da buffet.
went to ila's b.dae chalet.on.sundae.B.dae gal.so.hott."
the used.my fav. shirt.
a month more to 2yrs prison
i.m.ulife's so cliche'yong nw still owes mi two guitar lessons.
muhaha, learnt 'E-minor' & 'G' on da classical
i learn faster then da teacher..=)
note to self: wake up more earlier.sleep more later
narruto.naruto.naruto.Six-7.episodes.missed
nite2 dzturb ya later.buzy pun.tkpe. muahaha^evil laughter..heard, 30th september carrom competition. Juniors settin-up i hope.
preparations( gona find my neon pink striker somewhere in my bedroom )
..sneaks away.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:35 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
No comment
blablablablablablahad only 10mins to do dis b4 lesson begins
eri hate being late
it wasnt always my fault..
Geminis tends to get distracted sometimes,
woke up early but listened to some hardcore music,
so i was distracted to gettin out of my home
happi b.daeif my mms was werkin, i could send sometin which i hav drawn ..i hate starhub. or maybe i dropped my hp too many times,
hmm,.. ey, fastgame crappin fr todae.
muhaha, loggin off.
hopin gd daes fr a buzy chicken doin chicken scratches#/~
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:01 PM
Water Pistol. 
