= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
-
Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
-
Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
-
Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
-
R.I.P :
1st June 1986
-
Crayons :
Black.Red.White
-
Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Apologise For Shouting Bullets From Aftermath Testing One Two Eleven Twelve Intake Eleven Bee Hive License To Fly In The Ocean A Mad Dash Of The Old A High Five Days Ago Video Rodeo Today And Tomorrow Moments Of Broken Substitutes The Eight Ball Keeps Rolling

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Speechless Steps And Printed Shirt
raining cats and dogs
squirels and mice in the foot
wet holes with fresh floods


vans

skate slip-on (black/white/loden)
monetary reasons unaccepted
rainbow seasons with showers

thank you miss for the undeserving materials
having you is honestly more then enough

happy as always with you
sealed with glue

Alanis Morissette - Hand In My Pocket
.. lyrics below.

I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor but I'm kind I'm short but I'm healthy I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working I care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is flicking a cigarette And what it all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a peace sign I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chicken shit I'm sick but I'm pretty baby And what it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet But I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing the piano And what it all comes down to my friends Is that everything is just fine fine fine Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab
.. pocket really full of roses.



~ shaken yet stirred to perfection.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:59 PM



Monday, December 25, 2006

Pseudonym Of Half A Reality
six months before
a moment appreciated
seconds until hopefully infinity


disco

such simple sweetness it was
the couple headed to the garden of seoul
related chefs at barbecue work
pictures were taken of the delicious reflections



much of the cooked was eaten
the japanese sushi and slices of macaroni cold cuts
tidal waves passed since the moonlight shines
never could imagine the times lasted beyond
with those pearly tears passed



the vicinity of takashimaya singapore
around the lure of kinokuniya bookstore
strawberry ice cream with lemon tea

abliss with having the significant other in life
with much love and happiness
a hope to a story that never ends
exit a small step ahead to be continued

dedication; Aly & Aj - Chemicals React
.. specially for the dearest.

you make me feel out of my element like i'm walkin' on broken glass like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion and you're movin' too fast were you right, was i wrong were you weak, was i strong, yeah both of us broken caught in the moment we lived and we loved and we hurt and we joked, yeah but the planets all aligned when you looked into my eyes and just like that the chemicals react the chemicals react you make me feel out of my element like i'm drifting out to the sea like the tides pullin' me in deeper makin' it harder to breathe we cannot deny, how we feel inside we cannot deny were you right, was i wrong were you weak, was i strong, yeah both of us broken caught in the moment we lived and we loved and we hurt and we joked, yeah but the planets all aligned when you looked into my eyes and just like that the chemicals react the chemicals react kaleidoscope of colors turning hopes on fire, sun is burning shining down on both of us don't let us lose it were you right, was i wrong were you weak, was i strong, yeah both of us broken caught in the moment we lived and we loved and we hurt and we joked, yeah we lived we loved we hurt we joked we're right we're wrong we're weak we're strong we lived to love but the planets all aligned when you looked into my eyes and just like that watch the chemicals react and just like that the chemicals react

.. happy anniversary.



~ enough said.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:07 PM



Thursday, December 21, 2006

Reasons With Decisons No Doubt
a block of a thinker
no poets or solicitates
the couple of few days before


notes

floats from yesterday and before
droplets of floods these freeze
the floods in the workplace and the headaches

aftermath of the switches inclined
the hut in marina suqare instead



the viewer of the soup
explanations and exemptions focused
in simple saying with forgiveness



tour the entire state of toons
search for the elusive mechanical clocks
in time for the natural beauty gifts




life is certainly a mystery
fingers on a keyboard broken
the television that goes blank
the silent receiver on the phones
who really stops to listen anyways

Unwritten Law - Save Me
~ hear and see the video below.

Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids everything's my fault. Yeah, write it write it, Everything's my fault, everything's my fault. I went to heaven, but couldn't get in, For what I have done. I said please take me, they said you're crazy you had too much fun. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, everything's my fault. You can't change me, You can't save me, You can't change me, Everything's my fault.

.. being speechless is never a solution really.



~ when in doubt.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:05 PM



Sunday, December 17, 2006

Feelings Impractical

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
1:23 PM



Saturday, December 09, 2006

With The Town Above
was sleepy
due to working
the sleepless night before


imagination

this was what happened today
flea market serenade of lime branded
gone crazy with this video advertisment competition
some unknown site of many local uncertainties

singapore's mediacorp thingy with two blonde bombshells
inside those goodie bags unknowingly
two compact discs free without any strings attached

first cd: Snow Patrol - Eyes Open
second cd: Shayne Ward - Shayne Ward


the organiser eventually told us
there were fifteen different ones to get
especially when few of them is autographed

special thanks:Ang Wenyong
my buddy whom dragged me out to see the sights

singapura's central of fast foods and wackiness

if wern't:
iPod shuffle
wouldn't have been won

get the picture and go figure
with the autographed second cd
he faints there and then

missed the dearest instead

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:46 PM



Wednesday, December 06, 2006

A Miniature Safari Hunt
a stamp on the wrist
a stomp in the mist
with the birds and the bees


dinosaurs

a virgin in the zoological gardens
first time in reminiscence in chidhood
the years beyond to see baby animals



white cheetahs and black zebras with stripes
background of the couple of hours journey
before the jungle closes
the video editions of energetic otters
who swam upside down really



fierce resemblance of the tigeress
if looked closely closer
there were orchids and sleepy tourists in abundance
interactive shows closed with roads wide open




backs of green hills with slopes for trekking
weirdest kinds of critters galore
perfumed island smells to be imagined instead



a meerkat perched in a tree
food for the green anacondas in reptile city
a pit stop to rest the weary




through the abandoned caged doors with webs
furry creature features within a touch
too close for comfort with tiny shrieks



the marmoset with cotton ears
scared the dearest in a second
in the face of a rattlesnake



the beauty and the beast was just a story
never ends in real life probably
she was taken by the proboscis monkey



towards antarctica the journey goes
towards the nothern islands of the aquarium




the live favorite penguins the ran around naked
in their small little world
a kiss he received from his fans




punked with a manatee to boot
the biggest swimming mammal in the area




still walks in the evening
they found some ancient linings
jungle poised individuality




glow in the dark fun
nearing the end at the giftshop
the journey to the zoo



seen the polar bears eventually
some precious time with the significant other



as the timed home
where were the tarzan swingers answered

Savage Garden - The Animal Song
~ lyrics below.

When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head And television freak show cops and robbers everywhere Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far I've got to break away So take my hand now 'Cause I want to live like animals Careless and free like animals I want to liveI want to run through the jungle With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet I don't have any difficulties keeping to myself Feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie Which one is more human There's a thought, now you decide Compassion in the jungle Compassion in your hands, yeah Would you like to make a run for it Would you like to take my hand, yeah 'Cause I want to live like animals Careless and free like animals I want to liveI want to run through the jungle With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet Sometimes this life can get you down It's so confusing There's so many rules to follow And I feel it 'Cause I just run away in my mind Superstars and cannonballs running through your head Television freak show cops and robbers everywhere Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie Which one is more human There's a thought, now you decide Compassion in the jungle Compassion in your hands, yeah Would you like to make a run for it Would you like to take my hand
.. enough said.



~ the parrot has spoken.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:18 PM



Saturday, December 02, 2006

Felt Like Middle East
take it easy
follow the way baby
just relax without tension


sloths

library soul searching in bugis
clouded windy heart of singapore
seasoned the rice and meals provided
traveled to the street of arabia
the traffic and headlights crowded



vintage bags with clothes galore
priceless trip to research wasted her information
in another books full of shelfs
the usage of sex appeal in advertisments

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:37 PM



Friday, December 01, 2006

Understanding The Impact Missed
copy and paste
click and drag
words and phrases


ribbon

World's AIDS Day is Friday, December 1 -- a day commemorating the millions of lives lost to this deadly disease, reminding us of the millions suffering from HIV or AIDS, and the millions still at risk. AIDS has killed more than 25 million people, making it one of the most destructive epidemics in recorded history. Despite recent, improved access to antiretroviral treatment and care in many regions of the world, the AIDS epidemic claimed an estimated 3.1 million (between 2.8 and 3.6 million) lives in 2005 of which, more than half a million (570,000) were children. Let these numbers sink in. They are huge. As YouthAIDS (youthaids.org) National Yoga Ambassador, Seane Corn points out, "There is no vaccine and there is no cure and the life-extending drugs that are available to us in this country are far out of reach for most of the 40 million people who currently live with HIV." She also points out some other harsh stats:
  • Two young people become infected with HIV every hour in the U.S.
  • 50% of all new infections occur in young people between the ages of 15-24.
  • Most of them don't know they carry the virus.
  • 15 million children have been orphaned by AIDS -- that is the equivalent to every American child under the age of 5.
  • AIDS kills one child every minute.
  • What can you do? You can take action that shows you care:
  • Wear a red ribbon
  • Talk to people
  • Go to an event
  • Get involved
  • For further information about how to learn more and/or get involved go to youthaids.org or omhrc.gov/hivaidsobservances. You can make a difference.



    accompanied the lady home tonight
    minus all the times alone revising
    the lonely not cranky feelings
    she makes a difference in my life

  • a beauty in whatever simple clothings

  • hopefully patiently interactive

  • an outgoing introvert

  • gets him involved at times


  • No Use For A Name - International You Day
    ~ lyrics below.

    i'm sorry that it took so long to write this song but i gave up you see one million words can't describe how it feels to know your love where did i go wrong? i should have told you from the start that i'm closer then you think when we're apart nothing that i've tried is as simple as this line but without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray and so I'll try let your heart know for sure that i have so much more to tell you every single day i swear i'm giving up my inside to the one that i adored i know this world is big enough for you and i but i'll give you more i'm coming home today to wipe the tear drop from your eyes i'm totally enamored by your life nothing that i've done has ever been for one but without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray and so I'll try let your heart know for sure that i have so much more to tell you every single day my life is incomplete my rites are absolutely gone so wake me up before you leave today something i need to say cause they'll be nothing when you're gone
    .. really true with chocolate cream on top.



    ~ fresh tip of the day,
    .. just the words not the music.

    .. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
    10:35 PM




    Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
    none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
    none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.