= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Apologise For Shouting Bullets From Aftermath Testing One Two Eleven Twelve Intake Eleven Bee Hive License To Fly In The Ocean A Mad Dash Of The Old A High Five Days Ago Video Rodeo Today And Tomorrow Moments Of Broken Substitutes The Eight Ball Keeps Rolling

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

About Me

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

A simple life
pure & simple
is dat all hard to see
a confused me
a real me

Really
simply wish:
* to run wif a soccer ball & score
* to hv a nice seoul garden buffet wif a bunch of people
* tell u something
* to shout it out loud in a crowded room
* to be alone
* to see u
* to get a dae wif u
* to noe u
* to read ur thoughts
* to fly
* to be a kid again
* to have yesterdaes' back again
* to hv todaes' rewind again
* to hv tomorrows arrive later
* to set my thoughts sooner
* to live
* to kill
* to feel
* to luv
.I.tried.to.be.perfect.
.But.nothing.was.worth.it.
.I.dont.believe.it.makes.me.real.
.Id.thought.itd.be.easy.
.But.no.one.believes.me.
.I.meant.all.the.things.that.I.said

.If.you.believe.its.in.my.soul.
.Id.say.all.the.words.that.I.know.
.Just.to.see.if.it.would.show.
.That.Im.trying.to.let.you.know.
.That.Im.better.off.on.my.own.

"JustNational-ServiceCutChicken-AinDaLoveEmoWorkCrapDesserts-Spelled-BackwardsCow-MeWhenTheHowEnd."

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 3:05 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:05 PM



Monday, August 29, 2005

Motivation
a week of zero-net exposure, amazing a week i lasted & tire
keep dis date in mind: 11th October 2005. im gona be a policeman.
no more criminal-minded anuar

Re-wat..?
a fast week...
Mum's home, hv to take care of her..
received my NS letter, SPF ( Singapore Police Force )
still recovering frm da shock even after a few weeks..
canT believe im in da force( DA FORCE )
oya, still erkin in da bloody mornin wif my recovered knee..
( frm da aftermath of Sat soccer )
sometimes.i.wonder.why.cant.i just.tell.her.i.missed.her.
perhaps.one.dae.if.eva.get.to.see.ya.in.da.flesh.
then.i'd.tell.or.perhaps.nvr.
b.dae's comin, no address, gonna draw ya sometin, scan then send=)
i need to get a lyfe two months
b4 two years of prison in da police academy

wana watch a Moovieee.. a mooviee.. a mooviee
teacher's dae comin,
hmm..
dunno, who's going.. i realli wana see mdm Tai, my murderous, sacastic, Eng, H.O.D. point-blank teacher.
or perhaps, primary skool daes..
& a chicken was missed, goOd luck in ya chicken scratches tho..
blablabla..blablabla...=p!

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 2:55 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:55 PM



Thursday, August 18, 2005

Realisation
i get it
straighten or jus gona shave it off

Blablabla
a tiring week
when's my mum comin home frm da ward..
Anuar stop soundin so depressed
mi got depressed meh..?
no la.. i guess so, i think so..
*cheerin my nites..thankz.
enjoy ur photographic holidaes ye..
luckily nobody noes wat im writin.. muahahaha *peace
Been a long time nvr eat dinner @ BK,
where those 3 jackasses went: WenYong, ChunHaw, KeHin..?
u buzy poly kids
Freak ar, wait till i get my bloody pay only can watch 'The Maid'..
wait fr me k..
shit,
total episodes of naruto missed..5-6 already..

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 10:50 AM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:50 AM



Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Dot Dot Dot, Dashed Dashed Dashed
so long & good nite
so long not good nite
oops
bad daes one by, nearly broken & cried
missed
hmm.. wishin..

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 3:55 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:55 PM



Thursday, August 11, 2005

Dashed
boarded confessions
8 days 7 nites missin

<3
* NDP's a blast, fast,
clubbin, grindin, after party
& i was innocent..*peace2
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..
sometimes i do wonder, my mind goes a beyonder,
for she lives in holland, can i meet her if she can,
perhaps one dae, perhaps nvr..
still deep waters clears da sand..
of due time i shalt wait, do sometimes da heart's thus ache
ain-t im not bored cos i like u alot
the end
ar-choo.. hehe, yay, im sick..

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 10:16 AM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:16 AM



Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Missed
damn it fainted last nite
skimmin da net when i should be doing R&D

rest
will gona update only after ndp.
need sleep

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 3:25 PM & in his palm, had 1 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:25 PM



Tuesday, August 02, 2005

AinT or isit wifout da 'T'
lalala
Fever
Bitch
Lyfe's so complicated
that even if u have to be shaken many2 times in order to go on,
&
i will hold on & nobody noes
Lyfe's a Bitch.
i miss dat buzy chicken
just yesterdae i was feelin well & todae had a fever
On-off daes i guess..
*peace

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 3:31 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:31 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.