Cracked : Anuar.Son of Othman -
Sex : Yes.yes.yes But, then.. Only after marry2. -
Last Weapon Used : Water Pistol. -
Simply ♥ : his dear sleepyhead. -
Was Last Seen : Running Away With A Pink Paint Marker. -
R.I.P : 1st June 1986 -
Crayons : Black.Red.White -
Lost Causes : JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05) -
If All Else Fails :
professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her
Fears a compilation of his greatest fearswhen someone wonders.. anuar, are u scared, wats wrong wif u, why r u behavin weird todae. his fears dat begins wif "B" Barophobia- Fear of gravity. (Wee.. *Spins around, arms stretched wide.) Bathophobia- Fear of depth. (hates going tru wif bad situations..) Bibliophobia- Fear of books. (deppression when a textbook is near, books are fine to me..)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:25 AM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Graduation keepin dis date in mind 4eva.. 29th September 2005 aint an ITE student anymore ..finally.. today after passing up my entrepeunaship project, teacher said: "Good Anuar, tomorow no need to come for lesson." "good job" he said. i replied, "but cher, need to do powerpoint or not to get an 'A'?" he said, " haiyo, no need." that was da last time eva gona see him in the staff room i guess. goodbye cute teachers, goodbye ITE life.. er.. anuar, stop being emotional.. well, life in this place called dover ite, for 2years 2months & 29 days been like kinda inspirational. friends comes & goes, one dae, he called u brudder, da nxt he's gone.. i was being extra hardwerkin for this project, hey, i finished a day earlier then the rest of so-called "3rd year students". my business proposal, kinda book-binded, printed in Pink Paper. ya, pink Paper, hehe, there's a proffessional feeling when it comes to printing wif the classic pink paper. my proposal was bout 60pages, inclusive of the 30 pieces of survey.. haha, toopid survey had to type & type & type. ryte, back to reality my proposal had: intro biz description why data compilation printouts of 3 rival clothing companies proposed 3-year plan 30 surveys data compilation of the surveys proposed membership card biz advertisment biz raw statements of accounts biz policy proposed design for the clothes haha.. anuar, ur actually staying all nite for that. well, thats's dat.. im gona miss a lot of those cute2 teachers whos been kind to me.. when i was late, they turned a blind eye. when i needed help, they're always there.. when i was, hehe, drawing my mark on the lift, luckily nobody noes.. The huge pink markered "Circle within an 'A'" was all done by me..!! ya, by a STUDENT COUNCILOUR no doubt!! was a student councilour, wif a huge post somemore.. Research & Development Coordinator i was. i was, a model student in ITE i guess.. played punk, sleep2 when tired, drw doodles on tables..etc.. A Rebel Student Councilour. being in SC, kinda taught me alot.. patient, understanding, caring, torturing, madness, politics.. depression, luv, hate, munipulation.. hav been to kinda a dozen of events, INVESTITURES, URSHERINGS..etc. was even an EMCEE for my Dover's open House.. cool i tell ya..its Cool.. was in the hiphop scene wif Mama-D last year, quit cos HipHop's Dead, true., besides i was da secretary of the crew when meetings were held for streetfest. too many poseurs & spoilers during dat time.. too many then well.. lets just sae im a straight edge, rebel without a cause.. im a vocalist nw, to hmm.. radical songs.. like, Megadeth, etc.. been since a long we jammed tho.. almost 3 months the guitarist was my classmate, that toot metalhead who listens to hardcore.. haha, metal u may ask.? well i call it cute & radical.. rhymesdatimesimissedyoufeelinsobluewhomadayicouldevasayiheartyou. back to reality anuar, u could nva hv someone whos u rarely seen.. its fastin month nxt week, NS, national Service..Police..11th october.. here i come.. ......
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:32 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Fears a compilation of his greatest fearswhen someone wonders.. anuar, are u scared, wats wrong wif u, why r u behavin weird todae. his fears dat begins wif "A" Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. (Yucks..) Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. (admits leaves da light on when going to da toilet @ nite) Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. (well.. he luvs noise..hates ballads) Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. ( stage fright during emceeing fr his sch's open house, hehe..) Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. (TRUE.he admits so..) Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. (jus simple insecurity wif a lady) Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single. (opps, skip this shall we..) Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things. (circles.circles.circles.) Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection. (when nobody's perfect, he's a nobody ) Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting. (by the person he likes..) Atychiphobia- Fear of failure. (been a failure many2 times, haiz..) Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself. (hmm.. really.. hmm.... nah.. hmm..)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
5:10 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Odds overcoming silently fallen apart or isit my imagination life death by days gone by.. er.. found this somewhere why missed
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.
You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.
Like a child, you tend to discount social rules.
It's just too much fun to break the rules!
You love trouble - and it seems that trouble loves you.
And no matter what, you refuse to grow up!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:40 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Pain panadol near-zero probability or my maturity why do questions go unanswered or isit im fearful why o. no.5 poetic delirium parasite huh..? Bluek! if one dae i ask u out then u noe wats really a delirium parasite is.. bloody chicken, imu summarising last week: LOST.. i missed friendster. i missed internet i missed... hmm.. wateva dat comes to my mind, etc.. someimes i wonder, wat is dis blogging thinggy for.. hmm.. i am kinda content wif my life, half-empty but contented. ... it was never half full since da dae i met u. met=spoken a few words/very few minutes. the dots left behind. Life goes on. & on.. & on... as wat monopoly teaches moi, "Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect Two-hundred Dollars" .. monopoly, a game of patience, crap & mental endurance. wif a bit of finding out a little bit of each other. support? who needs them!!!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:29 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Words speechless presentation presentations presentatin me immoral advances lite-headed had many stuff on my mind dis daes 3 more daes till end of da non-dzturbin week 1) Entrepeunaship Project 2) Drama Workshop Final Presentations 3) The Thought Of Losing My Hair 4) The Thought Of Losing Touch hmm... search da net, found dis piece, (http://www.sugarinmytea.com/misc/requiem.html) for drama presentation, hv to re-edit here & there for the actors.. Overall i lyke da plot.. classic.. But, need a little sugar & spice.. ..wordswordswords Director- Aka. Mr. Anuar The title of it would be.."Sour" Hopefully i hv the time management within me to complete the script Hopefully.. Hope. im jus a limited vocab kinda guy. so i dun type a lot.. its all in da mind.. Locked.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:23 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Fault mine last week felt lyke: i 've been crashed & burned practical basically im cured it aint dengue, phew.. rest.in.peace.fr.i.wunt.diz.u.dis.week.
wore white tie on black to da investiture, & for da last time im/do nt dressed lyke an emo-kid bought a shoe on sundae.. ( white converse, wif black safety pins designs on them.. ) shit, i think i got too much shoes.. anuar, nxt time buy clothes not shoes can, but, it cost 29.90 limited ed. on offer, couldnt resist.. hopin dis week to turn out great, full of ups & downs, twists & turns.. lyke an extremely cheap-ticketed rollercoaster ride wif no brakes..=p! i wish i wish i wish.. Last but not least, da whole skool's internetwork was filtered.. *yay..*sob2..
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:29 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Dengue fever or isit wifout da 'Dengue' sore throat sick half alive & half as dead abc i lost my conscious grabbin an ounce of energy to go skool regained voice. still melting.. still missin ... need a doc, but, received a posted invitation yesterdae sent to me fr an investiture todae wat should i wear dis afternoon.. hmm..
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:56 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Depth for da first time in my lyfe i was early by an hour reach national university of singapore @ 7am tired i lost my voice duno where did all da energy go arh... too tired to type.. im melting... im melting? im melting.......
help.... still.m.u. *waves moral flag i have dead fingers,so cant play da classical ryte, mr yong, sorrie last nite u had to stay up to teach mi.. fingertip burns.. inspiration, where are u? are u hiding in da toilet..? are u behind my cubboard..? will somebody accompany mi to IMH? gtta admit was a lil irritatin yesterdae since i noe ya hd ya chicken scratches.. loggin off Peninsular plaza here i come, yong gona drag u along.. all cos of a studded belt.. due to rough handlin all 3 was spoilt 6months ago.. nw where is dat kehin..? watz up wif wearing metro huh..? lets go shoppin!!! i got my yearly bonus of $116!!! minus transportation & hp bills.., ..er.. left $50plus2!!!!
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:09 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
Reflection emptiness do not question me why blur its been an empty week with holes here & there 80% lateness to werk 100% not me seoul gardenia wif hint.yong&haw=) Ok la hint, till my nxt pay, i'll pay u bck, thankz fr lendin fr da buffet. went to ila's b.dae chalet.on.sundae.B.dae gal.so.hott." the used.my fav. shirt. a month more to 2yrs prison i.m.u life's so cliche' yong nw still owes mi two guitar lessons. muhaha, learnt 'E-minor' & 'G' on da classical i learn faster then da teacher..=) note to self: wake up more earlier.sleep more later narruto.naruto.naruto.Six-7.episodes.missed nite2 dzturb ya later.buzy pun.tkpe. muahaha^evil laughter.. heard, 30th september carrom competition. Juniors settin-up i hope. preparations( gona find my neon pink striker somewhere in my bedroom ) ..sneaks away.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:35 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
No comment blablabla blablabla had only 10mins to do dis b4 lesson begins er i hate being late it wasnt always my fault.. Geminis tends to get distracted sometimes, woke up early but listened to some hardcore music, so i was distracted to gettin out of my home happi b.dae if my mms was werkin, i could send sometin which i hav drawn .. i hate starhub. or maybe i dropped my hp too many times, hmm,.. ey, fastgame crappin fr todae. muhaha, loggin off. hopin gd daes fr a buzy chicken doin chicken scratches #/~
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:01 PM
Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life... none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.6862 days, 22 hours, 8 minutes, and 56 seconds * ~ ofjust.simply,.. bitter-sweet moments with you..=)Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life... none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.
Water Pistol. 
