= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Dissappearance B4 Fears Graduation Fears Ends Odds Pain Words Fault

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Reappearance
yesterdae was hari raya
todae i had sore-eyes..
running noes for da past 3 daes..
da quiet things dat no one eva noes

Sorry
for my mistakes..
after 30 daes of fasting..,
life still goes on...
sometimes i wonder..
as i type dis..
im crying,
toopid sore eyes!
went to granny home in da mornin of hari raya,
Lotong, rendang, sambal sotong was there..
*a tear fell..
fr the days i missed,
blablabla..
u noe something, isnt it easy to just give a call..,
to tell everything @ once,
to just shout it out loud..
i did told ya b4, da quiet things dat no one eva noes..
*another tear fell..
luckily i just bought a tissue.
da unlucky part was,..
da quiet thing dat no one eva noes..
was he shy..?
did he had no choice..?
da quiet things dat no one noes
why didnt he just ask, isnt it dat simple..
alas, time doesnt permit or isit him..?
its really dat simple.
fr someone whos so far away
lets jus make it in a country far away..
a year since, then,
he could only blabber,
fr he did missed her
eventho in jus msgs.
da quiet thing.
he's neither dat outspoken in person,
nor carin in human,
dat no one eva really noe..
a dae, an outin he really wished..
eventho he's nva kinda eva been on one..
*lalaalallala..
da quiet thing that noe one eva noes...
her rhymes wif rain.
* another fell..
tissue..?
why.., he wondered.
still yet to eva ask her.
shyness.
da quiet thing dat no one eva noes..
simple right..?
wat did he hav to give..?
nothin i suppose.
but nothin can actually be somethin if eva da void is cherished..
wat void..?
hw should i noe..?
whos da hell's he...?
or was it a she..?
perhaps is jus one of the things dat no one eva noes.
which one isit..?
no one.
really.
back to reality..,
face it anuar, ur weekends are stuck @ home studying law, police philosophy.., exam in early DEC.
dabbed, a tissue.
thanks.
i wished i could maen mercun..=)
she's really someone nice.
puposely done in black ink so dat dis isnt known.
*lalalaalalalablalabla

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:27 PM




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