Simplicity Of My Complications: June 2006

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Procrastination Discrimination

..she's been asleep i guess,
... hoped you've good rest,
dear with her bags, i feel so blessed=)

half-price promotional me
*dear bloggy.
i've told you before im not gona be a bloghead right. (blockhead)
* And see what happens when this 'Anuar Bin Othman',
touched the internet with his figertips..
im so ''ass'hamed' that im typin my full name down,
to remind myself not to blog too much.
enuff's been said, back to reality,
went to Bedok Police Headquaters for In-Service,
held, monthly-thursday-mass-briefing for,
Team Bravo-training-talks-etc,
of sleepy boredom.
i mean, what's so important that alot of people have to attend
from 8.30am-5pm (ends at 4pm todae)
todae... what talks were held..?
*drumroll pls.
~ Aids/Love talk.
yup, the moral of that whole story, be faithful.
~ IPPT New Location at Tracom,
Old Police Academy
(Sit-ups, 2.4km, Standing Broad-jump,Pull-ups,Shuttle run)
which reminds me, month of July to run around the stadium,
any stadium as long as its a stadium,
and going to the playground to practice pull-ups.
hmm.. imma in a freakin bad shape of in need of exercise!!
~ Explosives talk
more like sleeping session for all of us tho.
its true that terrorism brings out the worst in humans,
but to describe each and every type of explosive chemicals,
and methods of destruction seems purely of a sleepy topic to all
~ went blog-hopping ( hopping to random strangers' blogs )
hehe, some, emotional, some depressing, some...
inspiring, some dead ( with no links )
i mean, whats to be so hyped up bout?
if u love someome, call her up.
luckily im not that emotional, have emotions maybe..=)
*i.love.u.my.dear.miss.juliana*
~ end my random shout-outs.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:22 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Bored Tendencies

rose-tinted glasses,
mint-flavoured sweetness,
pure-bliss facets.

here's what i've seen
who's been missing...
random, poetrical summer rhapsody..=)
* Scroll Down To The Bottom Page...
~ For this song;
'Dark Blue' by 'Jack's Manequin'
*Here's the lyrics..

I have I have you breathing down my neck Breathing down my neck I don't, don't know What you could possibly expect Under this condition-so I'll wait, I'll wait For the ambulance to come Ambulance to come Pick us up off the floor What did you possibly expect Under this condition, so Slow down This night's a perfect shade of Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? When I'm here with you I said the world could be burning, burning down Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? Well I'm here with you I said the world could be burning 'Til there's nothing but Dark blue, dark blue This flood This flood is slowly rising up Swallowing the ground Beneath my feet Tell me how anybody thinks Under this condition So I'll swim I'll swim As the water rises up Sun is sinking down And now all I can see Are the planets in a row Suggesting it's best that I Slow down This night's a perfect shade of Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? When I'm here with you I said the world could be burning, burning down Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? Well I'm here with you I said the world could be burning Dark blue We were boxing We were boxing the stars We were boxing You were swinging for Mars And then the water reached the west coast And took the power lines, the power lines And it was me and you And the whole town under water There was nothing we could do It was dark blue Dark blue, dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? When I'm here with you I said the world could be burning, burning down Dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? Well I'm here with you I said the world could be burning Now there's nothing but Dark blue If you've ever been alone You'll know Dark blue If you've ever been alone You'll know You'll know

~ for someone who's been working,
when i'hv lied,
that i've been just a little bit missing.
when it's been kinda more then usual..
*zoo someday
cos i caught a phyton yesterday..=)
zzZ.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
5:07 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Creamy Sweet Dreams

fallen from 12 stories..
.. of my home sweet home
to a deep dreamy sleep.

comfortable shades of blankets
*yawn.
i find sleep's such a wonderful thing
ever since i've started my daily shifts.
realised that minimum of two hours of sleep,
can keep you barely alive troughout the day.
But, the mind's can somehow control the body.
as for the duraton of dreams, ..
a good sleep has/have no dreams,
so a quick nap is the best sleep you can ever have.
dreams are just the tired mind working over-time.
not alot of nightmares so far..=)
as for the dreams, laughable ones, sweet ones, had one.
~ my dream came true in you.
*my com restarted without rhyme nor reasons
a while ago,
it's time for me to logout and go.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:38 PM

Fishes And Depth

depth among the smallest expectations
is swimming with the fishes
plucking their bones with you
perhaps it's shallow-ended perceptions
.. enuff's without a clue.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
12:57 AM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Issues For Tissues

.. and if it lasts,
may it truly last..
longer then the one-liners from you..=)

unspoken words
actually, i was mentally prepared to say alot todae.
*will always be there
*time is never a constraint
*do share your troubled issues
*i can never be perfect
*but i'll try
*i lurb u

~ *heart* you juliz.
.. and so the day,
ends my single story,
.. with an adorable lady beside me.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:46 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Silence

what gives really..?
fact or fiction..?
truth or procastination..?

goals
~ played soccer:
very tired, scored an own goal.
ahakz, who needs the world cup when,
the personal pride of your own team's the goal..
lost 4-8
anywaes been wondering what the band,
'My Chemical Romance' stands for,
really, emotional band, not for poseurs.
its not goth ok, neither hardcore..
i like their video now, kinda classic.
btw,
to poseurs,
this is their new demo song,
with no album out yet so dont bother..
=)
~ Lyrics:
And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground And if they get me take this spike to my heart and And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and..... You put the spike in my heart! And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there Someone call the doctor, someone get me to a church Where they can pump this venom gaping hole And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat And if they come and get me You put the spike in my heart And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and Can you take this spike? Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless Night time sky Can you take this spike? Will it wash away this jet black feeling? And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said we'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church We're hanging out with corpses, we're driving in this hearse And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul Can you take this spike will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless night time skies Can you take this spike will it wash away the jet black...no And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time And as these days watch over us tonight and as these days watch over time and as these days watch over time And as these days watch over us tonight I'll never let them, I'll never let them I'll never let them hurt you not tonight I'll never let them, I can't forget them I'll never let them hurt you, I promise Struck down, before our prime Before, you got off the floor Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart? Can you stake me before the sun goes down? (whispering) and as always, innocent like roller coasters. fatality is like ghosts in the snow and you have no idea what your up against, because ive seen what they look like. Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading........
*please 'pause' my music at the bottom of this page,
before playing this
Video to 'My Chemical Romance' song; 'Vampires Will Never Hurt You'

.. end.
when all i wanted to say was
*been a second lonely
*truthfully
*need my housephone to be used
*can't really wait for tomorow
*get a grip
*felt like eating chocolate-mint icecream
*heart-melt
.. made up my mind.

I am 47% Asshole/Bitch.

I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.

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Asshole/Bitch Test
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I am 62% Idiot.

I am an idoit. Not as much as most. There are even people out there that annoy the hell out of me. What was I talking about?

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Idiot Test
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I am 68% Evil Genius.

Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.

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Evil Genius Test
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I am 39% Promiscuous.

Sure I have had sex, but what's the big deal? I find it as a chore to keep my realtionship balanced. But if I had a choice, I'd rather watch TV or paint dry.

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I am 61% Geek.

I may not be cool or good looking but I make mad dough.

Nerd, Freak, Geek, Dweeb. Sound familiar? That's okay, cause I will be the richest person at my 15th year high school reunion. If a "con" isn't happening that weekend.

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I am 68% Internet Addict.

I am pretty addicted, but there is hope. I think I'm just well connected to the internet and technology, but it's really a start of a drug-like addiction. I must act now! Unplug this computer!

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.. hmm.. been tested..?

haiz.. *gona miss buying a bass this year.
nuff said, imma headin for bed.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:59 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

Stitches In Time

not havin looks isnt all that bad, i think.
if u dun hv them, then its just u without the look,
see like me, just look nerdy.

the nerd beneath me
technically speaking, at the bottom of this day's blog,
(refer to 21st June)
is the two pictures of me being a nerd.
black-rimmed specs
+ messy short hair
+ eye-bags
+ stoned look
= nerd.
*muahaha, anuar, act ur own age pls.
back to reality, do we singaporeans hv domestic problems?
truly bad ones..?
as a police serving Ns-man, the stuff i have/had seen so far,
sadly enough,they do.
people might say how the parents kick the child out of the home,
they might even say wat unforgivable wrongs
did the child do to deserve such grief.
have they, those simple comments ever targeted
to the parents and siblings instead?
i'm simply taking a neutral point of view.
~not every household's perfect, and i got a rude awakenin,
while attending,
to such a case yesterdae of domestic abuse.
hmm..
kinda gave me a thought
a light bout how my household will be..
(in the kinda far-far-far-far future maybe)
~ my dream household would be:
*small yet comfy with 4-5 rooms maybe,
a huge home is just too huge a space for interaction
*i would be helping her to cook,
really serious, who says guys cant cook,
i cooked spagetti before in Home-econs.
*muahaha, imagine a guy writin all this.
*understanding instead of wanting,
the needs, the daily stuff.
*since not every household perfect,
its up to the individual to make a difference.
*last but not least kids,
the cheeky ones i'll punish, naughty ones she'll punish=)
~ and so ends in time.
(luckily no one reads this crap)
i really do feel lyke eating fast food,
been a week but heathy diet calls..

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
12:05 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Beneath Patience

pls be home tonite,
it'll truly set da dae,
jus ryte.

me as of 21st June 2006
gd morn/aftrnn/evnn/nite.
just got my internet connection,
as of 19th June 2006..=)
i failed final theory for car twice as of 11.45am todae,
yay.. $6 gone down the drain.
failure is not an option really..
hmm, gona be tryin again..
(last-minute studying stinks)
~ alot has happened lately;
.. reminders to myself:
*diet
*avoid silly mistakes
*save money
*maturity
*avoid complications
*listen
*time management
*avoid internet addiction
...enuff wif all dat.
paranoia sets..,
y i feel i must, fear for dear, frust my instincts,fr food thats fast!
.. hey, now that rhymes.
On MSN, a frend kinda asked me a dae b4, 'friends or future'..?
b4 this we had a topic of personal stress, until all of a sudden that came up.
me, as silly i think i am, i chose future.
why? cos frends no matter how gd, best, how many u hav at present,
will nvr confirm the future.
true, friends are there while the present lasts.
Future will always be unpredictable.
even if i saed i Loved, felt..,
Wat lasts is when those special moments are spent there,
and then and maybe now or ever.
we might be here one moment,
the next we're/might be gone to smeplaces.
Random: promises that lasts are due to patience.
i hope i have one beneath of this silly me too.
im 20 already since 1st June, big TWO 'O',
kinda more reponsibilties expected..
hmm,..
nah, not gona be so stressed bout this and that.
'stressed' are just 'desserts' spelled backwords
Desserts = Starbux's Moccha Frapucino.
(i hope i get the correct spelling tho)
Enjoyin da Times especially with a special buzy smeone.
~~ Lyfe's been good.
be positive anuar bin othman, be good.
*muahaha, opps! fingers numb.
dis was given to me by my buddy Lee Ke Hin,
who's kinda servin NS nw in Tekong
ahakz, thanks Ke Hin who found it at 'http://sexy.namedecoder.com',
hope u hv a bald of a fun time in NS ARMY.
hmm..I didnt noe my name can even be sexy..=)

... zzz.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:39 PM

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