= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
-
Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
-
Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
-
R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Books Have Words And Pictures Skies and Clouds Unrelated Superficial Survival Being A Happy Punk Silly Smileys Procrastination Discrimination Bored Tendencies Creamy Sweet Dreams Fishes And Depth

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Related
.. truthfully speaking,
i can't sleep, why i cant sleep, need to sleep..
my mind's running overtime..

running spaces and paces
*beep! *beep! *beep!
before i say someting,
let's hope the air around me is neutral first..
ok, what me wana sae is,
firstly..
my handphone dropped a record breaking 13 times,
while waking up, then, going back to sleep,
while keeping it in the locker,
while msging, while eating, while.. etc.
this morning i woke up 4 times..
4.15 am, 4.35 am, 4.50 am, 5.15 am.
how i remembered, after wakin up,
was setting alarm to sleep again
to wake up the next possible earliest time.
and its not weird,
because i have to leave my home latest by 5.45am
or i'll be late,
dead late.. by 15mins. ( 7.15am )
being late has his consequences,
* such as, 'you late ?'
* such as, 'those shocking looks.'
* such as, 'it's ok anuar, i did your job already.'
this's gona be a weird kinda blog entry.
how's does it feels to miss someone truly?
at first i expect myself to be totally so emotional
at the thought of not seeing her,
but no, that didnt happened, and it feels very weird..
true, i missed you, & its true, i understood you,
so those secondary-school-distracted
feelings of constant thinking of someone have changed,
felt to perhaps to change to those of understanding I guess.
ahakz, what the hell did i type just now.
~ felt light-headed today..
light-headed as in i feel so 'not-conservative' self.
to my, friends, colleagues today,
i say/answered what i truly felt today..
luckily nobody ask me an inquizitive question today,
( how, felt, given any thought )
* phew.., such as, anuar, how do u feel bout food?
~ i could perhaps tell you A - Z bout food.
.. and plus, many other private unanswered questions
which i mostly
kept to myself cos nobody asked specifically.
.. simply lurb her.
Zzz soon..

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
1:58 AM




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