= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
A Child Taken Away A Pillow In Revision Bad Dreams Aside On Hiatus Photobooth In A Cup Of Ice Lemon Tea An Ode To The Puffy Clouds Black Sunday Blues Melted Moodiness Hereditary Spastic Paraplegia Society A Love-Bug Commentary

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

About Me

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Perfect Confidentiality Of Drafted Perceptions
it's just distracting thinking about it
the unsuccessfulness of being accepted in a polytechnic institution
the sudden letter of review of a year's application to be in blue uniform

excellence

independance's somehow of a low impedance
just felt at times resisting sensitivity
negativity was felt throughout the night
hours ago sleepless
and the future's silent still

.. dreams versus logic,
laziness versus capabilities.

.. simpy hate these semi-divided feelings;
* would any higher-institution in learning accept me?
* does it require a change in individual mindset?
* would my studies' concentration come after actually at work?
* private studies in a local industry?
* rational issues against monetary interests?

~ enough said.



.. 'borrowed' from year 2006 on 6th of September's moment-of-glory.
~ a proud piece of 'space' in my blog for the humble lady,
.. who just achieved the 'certificate of merit'.

* may more success in her days to come.
* businesswoman extraordinaire in the making.

theme song for the day; Good Charlotte - The World Is Black
.. lyrics.

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and No one really knows why this is happening But it's happening And everywhere you go it's just a different place You get the same dark feeling See the same sad faces No one really cares that this is happening We come into this world And we all are the same In that moment there's no one to blame But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen Living in this place it's always been this way There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed And I can't live when this world just keeps dying It's dying People always tell me this is part of the plan That God's got everybody in His hands But I can only pray that God is listening Is He listening? We're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I see But the world is black And hearts are cold And there's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen, seen We come into this world And we all are the same And in that moment there's no one to blame But we're living in this world Growing colder everyday Nothing can stay perfect now I see The world is black And hearts are cold There's no hope That's what we're told And we can't go back It won't be the same Forever changed By the things we've seen, seen, seen Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight You see the same damn thing it's just a different day And no one really knows why this is happening

.. a small step, a day, at a time i guess.



~ patience anuar, patience.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 8:12 AM

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:12 AM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.