Cracked : Anuar.Son of Othman -
Sex : Yes.yes.yes But, then.. Only after marry2. -
Last Weapon Used : Water Pistol. -
Simply ♥ : his dear sleepyhead. -
Was Last Seen : Running Away With A Pink Paint Marker. -
R.I.P : 1st June 1986 -
Crayons : Black.Red.White -
Lost Causes : JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05) -
If All Else Fails :
professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her
= Footsteps =
* bitter-sweet sizes.
= Contradictory =
* voices.against.constant.reaction.
= Television =
* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Speechless Steps And Printed Shirt raining cats and dogs squirels and mice in the foot wet holes with fresh floods
vans
skate slip-on (black/white/loden) monetary reasons unaccepted rainbow seasons with showers
thank you miss for the undeserving materials having you is honestly more then enough
happy as always with you sealed with glue
Alanis Morissette - Hand In My Pocket .. lyrics below.
I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby
And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
But I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything is just fine fine fine
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab
.. pocket really full of roses.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:59 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Pseudonym Of Half A Reality six months before a moment appreciated seconds until hopefully infinity
disco
such simple sweetness it was the couple headed to the garden of seoul related chefs at barbecue work pictures were taken of the delicious reflections
much of the cooked was eaten the japanese sushi and slices of macaroni cold cuts tidal waves passed since the moonlight shines never could imagine the times lasted beyond with those pearly tears passed
the vicinity of takashimaya singapore around the lure of kinokuniya bookstore strawberry ice cream with lemon tea
abliss with having the significant other in life with much love and happiness a hope to a story that never ends exit a small step ahead to be continued
dedication; Aly & Aj - Chemicals React .. specially for the dearest.
you make me feel out of my element
like i'm walkin' on broken glass
like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
and you're movin' too fast
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react
the chemicals react
you make me feel out of my element
like i'm drifting out to the sea
like the tides pullin' me in deeper
makin' it harder to breathe
we cannot deny, how we feel inside
we cannot deny
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react
the chemicals react
kaleidoscope of colors
turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
shining down on both of us
don't let us lose it
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
we lived
we loved
we hurt
we joked
we're right
we're wrong
we're weak
we're strong
we lived to love
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
watch the chemicals react
and just like that
the chemicals react
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:07 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Reasons With Decisons No Doubt a block of a thinker no poets or solicitates the couple of few days before
notes
floats from yesterday and before droplets of floods these freeze the floods in the workplace and the headaches
aftermath of the switches inclined the hut in marina suqare instead
the viewer of the soup explanations and exemptions focused in simple saying with forgiveness
tour the entire state of toons search for the elusive mechanical clocks in time for the natural beauty gifts
life is certainly a mystery fingers on a keyboard broken the television that goes blank the silent receiver on the phones who really stops to listen anyways
Unwritten Law - Save Me ~ hear and see the video below.
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop.
Got medication, a new addiction,
Thanks a lot.
I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs
It ruins everything.
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything's my fault.
Yeah, write it write it,
Everything's my fault,
everything's my fault.
I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything's my fault.
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:05 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Feelings Impractical
You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
1:23 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
With The Town Above was sleepy due to working the sleepless night before
imagination
this was what happened today flea market serenade of lime branded gone crazy with this video advertisment competition some unknown site of many local uncertainties
singapore's mediacorp thingy with two blonde bombshells inside those goodie bags unknowingly two compact discs free without any strings attached
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:46 PM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
A Miniature Safari Hunt a stamp on the wrist a stomp in the mist with the birds and the bees
dinosaurs
a virgin in the zoological gardens first time in reminiscence in chidhood the years beyond to see baby animals
white cheetahs and black zebras with stripes background of the couple of hours journey before the jungle closes the video editions of energetic otters who swam upside down really
fierce resemblance of the tigeress if looked closely closer there were orchids and sleepy tourists in abundance interactive shows closed with roads wide open
backs of green hills with slopes for trekking weirdest kinds of critters galore perfumed island smells to be imagined instead
a meerkat perched in a tree food for the green anacondas in reptile city a pit stop to rest the weary
through the abandoned caged doors with webs furry creature features within a touch too close for comfort with tiny shrieks
the marmoset with cotton ears scared the dearest in a second in the face of a rattlesnake
the beauty and the beast was just a story never ends in real life probably she was taken by the proboscis monkey
towards antarctica the journey goes towards the nothern islands of the aquarium
the live favorite penguins the ran around naked in their small little world a kiss he received from his fans
punked with a manatee to boot the biggest swimming mammal in the area
still walks in the evening they found some ancient linings jungle poised individuality
glow in the dark fun nearing the end at the giftshop the journey to the zoo
seen the polar bears eventually some precious time with the significant other
as the timed home where were the tarzan swingers answered
Savage Garden - The Animal Song ~ lyrics below.
When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
And television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far
I've got to break away
So take my hand now
'Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to liveI want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet
I don't have any difficulties keeping to myself
Feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought, now you decide
Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand, yeah
'Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to liveI want to run through the jungle
With wind in my hair and the sand at my feet
Sometimes this life can get you down
It's so confusing
There's so many rules to follow
And I feel it
'Cause I just run away in my mind
Superstars and cannonballs running through your head
Television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human
There's a thought, now you decide
Compassion in the jungle
Compassion in your hands, yeah
Would you like to make a run for it
Would you like to take my hand
.. enough said.
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:18 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Felt Like Middle East take it easy follow the way baby just relax without tension
sloths
library soul searching in bugis clouded windy heart of singapore seasoned the rice and meals provided traveled to the street of arabia the traffic and headlights crowded
vintage bags with clothes galore priceless trip to research wasted her information in another books full of shelfs the usage of sex appeal in advertisments
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:37 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
Understanding The Impact Missed copy and paste click and drag words and phrases
ribbon
World's AIDS Day is Friday,
December 1 --
a day commemorating the millions of lives lost to this deadly disease,
reminding us of the millions suffering from HIV or AIDS,
and the millions still at risk.
AIDS has killed more than 25 million people,
making it one of the most destructive epidemics in recorded history.
Despite recent,
improved access to antiretroviral treatment
and care in many regions of the world,
the AIDS epidemic claimed an estimated 3.1 million
(between 2.8 and 3.6 million) lives in 2005 of which,
more than half a million (570,000) were children.
Let these numbers sink in.
They are huge.
As YouthAIDS (youthaids.org) National Yoga Ambassador,
Seane Corn points out,
"There is no vaccine and there is no cure and the life-extending drugs
that are available to us in this country are far out of reach
for most of the 40 million people who currently live with HIV."
She also points out some other harsh stats:
Two young people become infected with HIV every hour in the U.S.
50% of all new infections occur in young people
between the ages of 15-24.
Most of them don't know they carry the virus.
15 million children have been orphaned by AIDS --
that is the equivalent to every American child under the age of 5.
AIDS kills one child every minute.
What can you do?
You can take action that shows you care:
accompanied the lady home tonight minus all the times alone revising the lonely not cranky feelings she makes a difference in my life
a beauty in whatever simple clothings
hopefully patiently interactive
an outgoing introvert
gets him involved at times
No Use For A Name - International You Day ~ lyrics below.
i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love
where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line
but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day
i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one
that i adored
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more
i'm coming home today
to wipe the tear drop from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one
but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day
my life is incomplete
my rites are absolutely gone
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing when you're gone
.. really true with chocolate cream on top.
~ fresh tip of the day, .. just the words not the music.