= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
-
Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
-
Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
-
Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
-
R.I.P :
1st June 1986
-
Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Apologise For Shouting Bullets From Aftermath Testing One Two Eleven Twelve Intake Eleven Bee Hive License To Fly In The Ocean A Mad Dash Of The Old A High Five Days Ago Video Rodeo Today And Tomorrow Moments Of Broken Substitutes The Eight Ball Keeps Rolling

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Every Single One Of Them
it was simply scary yesterday morning second panel interview another round the first victim to walk through the frozen doorway fortune police psycological unit grilled by these insane people perhaps more then two a little vision of four persons might even be six in total beyond the huge oval table one against the rest first of the day among the eleventh * ridicular painful questions; .. are you sort of an emotional person? .. what sort of poems do you write nowadays? .. have we input the neighbourhood system too fast? Patent Pending - Cheer Up Emo Kid .. emotionally confused lyrics below. I've got a problem with everyone I know I've got a problem I want everyone to know I got home late last night from the punk(PUNK) rock(ROCK) show I say it sucked because I'm emo I'm gonna cry I'm gonna scream I'm gonna say what I don't mean I'm gonna cry I'm gonna mope I'm gonna give up all my hope Bringing everybody down Everybody with a frown Bringing everybody down Wait for death to come around Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay I like to listen to my favorite band the cure I'd ask her out but she'd say no! No for sure I'm gonna cry I'm gonna scream I'm gonna say what I don't mean I'm gonna cry I'm gonna mope I'm gonna give up all my hope Bringing everybody down Everybody with a frown Bringing everybody down Wait for death to come around Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay Cheer up emo kid It's a brand new day Cheer up emo kid It'll be okay Cheer up emo kid Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Cheer up emo kid Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Cheer up emo kid Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Cheer up emo kid Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Nobody likes me Everybody hates me Nobody likes me Everybody hates me Nobody likes me Everybody hates me Nobody likes me Everybody hates me Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Nobody likes me, everybody hates me Nobody likes me I guess I'll go eat worms! .. or maybe some ice cream she owes me. ~ luck is just what he needs.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:48 AM



Thursday, January 25, 2007

Seventh Heaven In A Tiny Cup
passed time passing
not yet a moment
awake from asleep today


helicopter

as simple as it is
spent a minute longer before the shift
in the night before school starts



no doubt in breeks named restraurant
at the only northern area of singapore
buffet of proper food unexpected without any plans
after this day ends
fast forward in a month or two perhaps paused
after the sixth and before the eighth

The Wallflowers - Heroes
.. the lyrics of what we could be below.

I, I wish you could swim Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim Though nothing, nothing will keep us together We can beat them, for ever and ever. We can be Heroes, just for one day. I, I will be king And you, you will be queen Though nothing, nothing will drive them away We can be Heroes, just for one day We can be us, just for one day I, I remember standing, by the wall And the guns, shot above our heads And we kissed, as though nothing could fall And the shame, was on the other side Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever Then we could be Heroes, just for one day We can be Heroes Just for one day
.. blissfully with you.



~ feeling super.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
2:37 PM



Friday, January 19, 2007

Survival In Tribal Council
shiny plastic fishes swimming among the ears
unpredictable weather this year beginning
pretty good choices in the end


frozen

a bit of flashed infidelities
beautiful skies and warm clouds
some torrential rain with melting snowflakes
a couple of days flew passed



headed to the ancient city of vivo
near coast of the harbour
long queues short expectancy
northern front of sentosa
chilled movie screening of apocalypto
meaning end of time in mayan language


cheese nachos the favourite
among the nausea bloodshed of gore
theatre was dreadfully cold to the touch
running the chases with shooting arrows
poisoned tiny frog used to poke veins
pulling of hearts and slices of brains



agreed with the suggestion from the lady
awesome packed with action
a drop to dead quick ending

Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit
.. have to be eighteen and above to read below.

Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Now it's you-know-who I've got the you-know-what I stick it in the you-know-where You know why, you don't care Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Let us We're entertaining you
.. and we survived through the show.



~ exit stage right my love.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:32 PM



Monday, January 08, 2007

Her Twenty First Nineteen Eighty Six
hello missy
the six ate the seventh
chalet with buckets of friends


records

of being in these three days or more
awesome anticipated bright flowers



not even classy
the clothes were too colorful for taste
midnight function of aloha fiesta
division dinner tropical dance wear
pictures taken with beautiful bikini babes
whom age not legal to show those pictures here



compared those two picures above
the girlfriend is simply more beautiful
inclusive of more substance too
honestly enough said

birth event and sabotage of pink sprays followed

the long awaited piggies
the nicknames for those close friends



few found classmates
media a whole new line of beauty magazines

invitation to some divine chocolate cake
timed adulthood keys to life
nervous brief meeting with the jolly parents




first movie of the year
serial episode two
minty fun with love toppings all around

Rilo Kiley - The Frug
.. lyrical presents below.

And I can do the frug I can do the Robocop I can do the Freddie I cannot do the Smurf And I can hate your girl I can tell you that she's real pretty I can take my clothes off I cannot fall in love And I can do the frug I can do the Robocop I can do the Freddie I cannot do the Smurf And I can watch TV I can shuffle up to Buffalo I can do a backbend I will not call you back And I can start a book I can make some mac and cheese I can sleep twelve hours You'll never see my eyes And I can do the frug I can do the Robocop I can do the Freddie I cannot do the Smurf And I can hate your girl I can tell you that she's real pretty I can take my clothes off I cannot fall in love You'll never see my eyes I will not call you back I cannot do the smurf I cannot fall in love I'll never fall in love I cannot fall in love... And I can do the frug I can do the Robocop I can do the Freddie I cannot do the Smurf
.. what can we do after this episode.



~ dear happy birthday.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:55 PM



Monday, January 01, 2007

Translation To A Destination
bye they said
such an altitude we say
timeless of an even distribution


glimpses

creamy smooth transit
two zero zero seven
sins or indulgence
calculative go figure
called with a drop of a fishing line

Anberlin - A Day Late
.. for the people once met.

So let me get this straight Say now you love me all along What made you hesitate To tell me in words what you really feel I can see it in your eyes You mean all of what you say I remember so long ago See, I felt the same way Now we both have spearate lives and lovers Insignificantly enough we both have significant others Only time will tell Time will turn and tell We are who we were then Could of been lovers But at least your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then Who knew what we knew now Could of been more But at least your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then But thoughts may change And times they rearange I don't know who you are anymore But thoughts come and go And this I know I'm not who you recall anymore But I must confess You're so much more than I remember Can't help but entertain this thought Thoughts of us together We are who we were then Could of been lovers But at least your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then Who knew what we knew now Could of been more But atleast your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then My day late friend So let me get this straight All these years and you were nowhere to be found And now you want me for your own But you're a day late and my love's just still renown We are who we were then Could of been lovers But at least your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then Who knew what we knew now Could of been more But at least your still my day late friend We are who, We are who we were then
.. for the two zero zero six and before.



~ a new letter word sentence paragraph,
.. page chapter cover story book begins once again.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:57 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.