= The Victim =
Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :
= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.
= Shots =
Apologise For Shouting
Bullets From Aftermath
Testing One Two Eleven Twelve
Intake Eleven Bee Hive
License To Fly In The Ocean
A Mad Dash Of The Old
A High Five Days Ago
Video Rodeo Today And Tomorrow
Moments Of Broken Substitutes
The Eight Ball Keeps Rolling
= Guilt =
April 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
October 2007
November 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
February 2009
March 2009
= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media
= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber
= The Voices =
= The Profile =
About Me
- Name: ~da LosT Victim.
- Location: Switzerland
.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.
= Hidden Desires =
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her
= Footsteps =
* bitter-sweet sizes.
= Contradictory =
* voices.against.constant.reaction.
= Television =
* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.
numbered
simply to say after these many months
sweet adorable honey
makes the blues turned pink
Amber Pacific - Gone So Young
.. just read the words below.
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...
...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...
Tonight...
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.
.. tonight and the next morning too.
~ happy revised edition of us.
shadow
an early afternoon day out
frame collections near queensway
levi's jeans is not the issue
to keep it simple
short distance in a bus trip
huge city of central vivo
third storey movie tickets
ghost rider
cool effects makes cartoons seemed real
crimson
a caution shiny blinking warning
found beautiful minty shots below
regarding to the one being captured
sweet nevertheless forced to be taken
snap with cut and retaken once again
late break to fast the lunch
with candid in some initial plan
noticed the eyebags from the day before
the surprised success instead of revision
tea with lemon flavour is huge in comparison
blast of courtesy from the managers and staff
canadian swensen's in the point of the north
some quaint little place in a tiny shopping centre
behold the long flow of laughter
cup against mug the half of a day
before cool delicious sour taste
white chocolate blondie
salsa beef burger
sirloin steak
pure smile advertisment
on towards the next moment in question
quick finished with our late introduction
melted stuffy goodness
sadly these are not real
two dimensions right now on a screen
lick the keyboards if feeling hungry
this point of reading feel the soft mouse clicks
robotic arcade the next
gush of wind inside a photobooth
seemingly no doubt years later will say
once in a blue moon cashless transaction
he would still be as content
the days after without any gourmet
with just simply her alone
Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star
.. musical below.
Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands,
Oh, I do love you
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,
You've got this look i can't describe,
you make me feel like I'm alive,
when everything else is au fait,
without a doubt you're on my side,
heaven has been away too long,
can't find the words to write this song of your love,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,
Now i have come to understand,
the way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
from tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
now I understand,
Yeah-yeah
Oooh......Ooohhhh..
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
with anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
for anyone but you
we do it all the time,
blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
just like an angel off the page,
you have appeared to my life,
feel like I'll never be the same,
just like a song in my heart,
just like oil on my hands.
.. for my only star on a very clear night.
~ enough said; l o v e.
engrossed
it just cannot get any opposite of worse
the malaysian chicken rice shop
in the city of vivo basement
walls with floors of the late evening
where the ice lemon tea is bigger
then the glass of pepsi by an inch
hers and his by a singapore dollar
the spread was great galore
taste of sweet vegetables
some side dish menu for two
learnt to avoid eating the garnishes
cameras and cream
it was but a single dream
breathe
fine days before ahead
personal problems felt with the weight
a glimpse at the modern tests
needed to practice for the gold
natural mental endurance ahead
~ enough said with a note to self found in accident;
in the words of Fr. Pedro Arrupe, SJ:
THE RIGHT PERSON?
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said,
"How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said,
"It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"
Let me answer this question because the chances are good
that it's weighing on your mind. Here's the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning,
you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call,
wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a
completely natural and spontaneous experience.
You didn't have to DO anything.
That's why it's called "falling" in love...
because it's happening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."
Think about the imagery of that ___expression.
It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing,
and then something came along and happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.
It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely,
phone calls become a bother (if they come at all),
touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's
idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you
think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference
between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller
or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking,
"Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect
on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire
that experience with someone else.
This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse
for their unhappiness and look outside
their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is
the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church,
a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love
with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better.
But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.
Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT
FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON;
IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience.
It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love.
You have to "make" it day in and day out.
That's why we have the ___expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy.
And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know
WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific
things you can do (with or without your spouse)
to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity),
there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet
and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain
habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger.
It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws,
the results are predictable... you can "make" love.
Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... not just a feeling.
.. easier said then done these wise people.
(tagged.sealed.opened.enlightened.)
check
letter received to attend these sweet good news
simply selected hope it all was not a waste
in the morning at eight thirty
raffles medical clinic in the heart of singapore
* x-ray
* eye-check
* dental-wait
* lung-heard
* body-poked
by a young female doctor with many nurses
work was skipped today
silent apologies to the team
but towards full percentage
journey to join as a regular
Clazziquai - Dance
.. dedication to those who seems to be chasing after time.
survive
short and simple news
one of the worst yesterday
missed tired down felt
vans and drivers
a rush to the head
first day of the second month
after six days of rest
i'm afraid to grow up.
i'm afraid to lose myself.
i'm afraid of tomorrow.
i'm afraid of today.
i'm afraid of screwing up.
i'm afraid of forgetting.
i'm afraid of winning.
i'm afraid of losing.
i'm afraid of being happy.
i'm afraid of being sad.
i'm afraid of you.
i'm afraid of me.
~ i'm afraid of being afraid,
.. and where's my minty pills of medication?
( she.passed.her.car.basic.theory.finally.gladness )