= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Apologise For Shouting Bullets From Aftermath Testing One Two Eleven Twelve Intake Eleven Bee Hive License To Fly In The Ocean A Mad Dash Of The Old A High Five Days Ago Video Rodeo Today And Tomorrow Moments Of Broken Substitutes The Eight Ball Keeps Rolling

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

About Me

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Animated Hamster With Tortises
around the corner saving time for the coroner silent laughter through the evening games teenage mutant ninja turtles great outlined graphics must watch an individual said dinner in the east silver fried seafood with fries ~ cowabunga!

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 10:41 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:41 PM



Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Ran Into Homeopathic Dilution
figure the meaning above not a single time to waste silence words being typed at a pace buttons a day before received huge white package ahead insides full of mysterious tender legally bound unlike leather stated the acceptance letter home team academy fingerprinting the tenth of april two thousand seven regular intake permanent scheme the sixteenth of april two thousand seven reporting into unit or division that's all about so far work's within these few weeks future's somehow building stability Ben Kweller - Penny On The Train Track .. waited words below. I'm just a penny on the train track Waitin' for my judgement day Come on baby girl let me see those legs Before I get flattened away I wait Yeah, I wait For something good, for something great Stoppin' in somebody's old home town Gotta get that midnight meal If you can't get behind your own life Get behind the driving wheel And go, just go Find a place that you don't know Ran into a friend just the other night Got a badge, he's a local cop Haven't seen that boy in over seven years Since out of high school I dropped I see, I see All the things that I should be Oh baby dance with me! Even lucky man has a bad day And pretty girl has a scar After that train comes and takes me away Pick up that guitar And play, just play Play that rock and roll for me He's in the yard just washin' his car Thinkin' 'bout his pretty wife Makin' lemonade with the kitchen aid Makin' him a perfect life And it's grim, so dim When you wish that you were just like him I'm just a penny on the train track Waitin' for my judgement day Come on baby girl let me see those legs Before I get flattened away I wait, I wait For something good, for something great And I try, oh I try I can't stop, I don't know why .. finally it came after all those months of waiting. ~ slowly stepping through the many doors of life.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 3:21 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:21 PM



Sunday, March 25, 2007

Time In Saves Nine Stitches
morning in the cool gym afternoon by the esplanade night by the individual sides sign beyond the imaginary lines exercised the movements lies another circle or is it a square chocolate panda take one two three minus the bus off to the central for a simple joyride melted in the warm sun refreshing plain drink from the pink tumbler free cadbury from nestle brand footsteps passed white washed galleries marina bay of tiny country singapore big digital photography accomplishment wait till this hopefully neverending caramel story ends the ninth picture tells the series ~ numbered happy months ahead.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 10:45 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:45 PM



Friday, March 23, 2007

In The Middle Of Sanity
something unexpected arised such commemorative thoughts hidden radioactive purposes martial so the freaking rumours were true yours truly did achieved something out from these service of nationality not one but two really awesome Bedok Police Division COMMANDER'S AWARD Presented to SC/Cpl Anuar Bin Othman Team Testimonial For Good Arrest From September 2006 - November 2006 Superintendent Lim Kok Thai Commander Bedok Police Division speechless and content Bedok Police Division COMMANDER'S AWARD Presented to SC/Cpl Anuar Bin Othman Team Testimonial For Good Arrest From December 2006 - February 2007 Superintendent Lim Kok Thai Commander Bedok Police Division has been written in the certificates simply motivated to try harder till the end of these memories Bayside - Blame It On Bad Luck .. lucky words below. Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes. Do you ever wake up to realize that your life is meaningless? Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age? Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. It seems that when I ran away from my past all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back. And now I think it's time that I realize self pity's meaningless. Though I'm 10 feet deep, I'll claw my way back out from in my grave. Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, So I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. And say a hard life did this to me. Now I realize, I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up. Or the next band that would change my life and it changed my life and it changed my life. Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, So I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. And say a hard life did this to me. .. truly a hard life that did this. ~ salutations to those kind people out there.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 10:07 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:07 PM



Monday, March 19, 2007

Look Into The Twin Shoes
blue plain ocean design with laughter the opposite of needed listening fun silence happened when the oldest partnered with the youngest whilst doing twilight supervisory patrol screened a male subject right under the residence faked an exercise with an excuse to ran wanted for desertion from national service speaking of the underlined word above just feels a bit lonely under the weather been half an afternoon with minor checkups simply skipped how was lunch doing towards probably the late evening first few priorities maybe sometimes the tiny stuff that matters if said will sound like noise especially to the sensitive ears eleven hundred hours twelve hundred hours thirteen hundred hours fourteen hundred hours fifteen hundred hours sixteen hundred hours windows live messenger a nudge here nor there life is simplicity if only the tables turned on each and somehow another way seventeen hundred hours eighteen hundred hours nineteen hundred hours twenty hundred hours twenty one hundred hours twenty two hundred hours assuming a predictable answer closed passage questions a fullstop to a how an end to a series hopefully not as true bored nimble fingers without a tired voice to be heard The Hives - Hate To Say I Told You So .. lyrics below. Do what I want cause I can and if I don't because I wanna be ignored by the stiff and the bored because I'm gonna. Spit and retrieve cause I give and receive because I wanna gonna get through your head what the mystery man said because I'm gonna. Hate to say I told you so. I do believe I told you so. Now it's all out and you knew cause I wanted to. Turn my back on the rot that's been planning the plot - because I'm gonna. No need for me to wait - because I wanna. No need two, three and too late - because I'm gonna. Hate to say I told you so. I do believe I told you so. Do what I please gonna spread the disease because I wanna gonna call all the shots for the "No"s and the "Not"s because I wanna. Ask me once I'll answer twice cause what I know I'll tell because I wanna. Sound device and lots of ice I'll spell my name out loud because I wanna, oh yeah. .. a.n.u.a.r.m.i.s.s.e.d.j.u.l.i.a.n.a.'s.i.n.t.u.i.t.i.o.n. ~ goodnight in advance.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 5:34 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
5:34 PM



Friday, March 16, 2007

Misappropriation With Solids And Stripes
visible situations half of an intuition exercises with big screens round the day before simple pool at lucky plaza just enough said she owned his game of three ~ relieved in winning mode.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 9:45 AM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:45 AM



Tuesday, March 06, 2007

That Sudden Shaking Feeling
invisible text ahead too much words unread shall never left unsaid views the boyfriend needs and wishes some care and concern too a hope that the girlfriend would one fine day stop her buzy doing in a second to simply listen to his bickering without any comments Dashboard Confessional - Again I Go Unnoticed .. hidden lyrics below. So quiet. Another wasted night The television steals the conversation. Exhale. Another wasted breath again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me you're just feeling tired, cause if it's more than that I fear that I might break. Out of touch. Out of time. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cause I can't read your rolling eyes. Out of touch. Are we out of time? Closed lipped another goodnight kiss is robbed of all its passion. Your thrill another time to slack has left me feeling empty Please tell me you're just feeling tired, cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break. Out of touch. Out of time Please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cause I can't read your rolling eyes. Out of touch. Are we out of time? I'll wait until tomorrow. Maybe you'll feel better then, maybe we'll be better then. So what's another day when I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you? This mood of yours is temporary. It seems worth the wait to see you smile again. Out of the corner of my eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then. So quiet. Another wasted night the television steals the conversation. Exhale. Another wasted breath again it goes unnoticed. .. an exhale while the country's having a tiny earthquake. ~ stuck in suspension mode.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 4:08 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:08 PM



Friday, March 02, 2007

Adultery Employment
yesterday felt so confident such feelings never came across never to romeo patrol the streets channel the team leader stared gives a personal opinion worth much precious in a century " anuar, since you're joining the police coast guard soon. remember, do keep up with the tasks that's being given to you. because, the supervisors there can just delegate the job to anyone. once, they have a negative impression your future is instantly bleak " Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows .. silent lyrics below. We saw the western coast. I saw the hospital. Nurse the shoreline like a wound. Reports of lover's tryst. Were neither clear nor descript. We kept it safe and slow. The quiet things that no one ever knows. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Then today's the day we drop down. Give up my body in bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasting words on lowercases and capitals. I contemplate the day away. Your friends are boring me to death. Your veil is ruined in the rain. By then you like to do without. There's nothing new to talk about. And though our kids are blessed, the parents let them shoulder all the blame. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop down. Give up my body in bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasting words on lowercases and capitals. I lie for only you. And I lie well. Halleluh. Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground. Today's the day it gets tired. Today's the day we drop down. Give up my body in bed. All for an empty hotel. Wasting words on lowercases and capitals. .. whose words are not wasted on deaf ears. both in accoustic and live. ~ many thanks kind sir for those encouraging comments.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 1:48 PM & in his palm, had 0 bullets

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
1:48 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.