Simplicity Of My Complications: April 2007

Friday, April 27, 2007

Farewell With Another Decade Back

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rewind ten months on a wednesday closed to the middle of the week much love to the sweetheart juliana bte johari for those early sleepy morning calls for those reminders to pack by this simply lazy boyfriend whose first week of training passed facts with figures ahead brady bunch split into squad zero two zero seven meaning the second of the whole financial year instead of bunks it was called dormitories named after the various recreational islands all around singapore truthfully speaking sentosa was the word stated on the door basically realising sentosa was the place to sleep in discipline with much theories to boot have reboot the mechanical mind learned much with little to spare different life saving appliances parts of a ship what to do in case of emergencies man overboard or fire ecetra the points noted down in a tiny black notebook were just too little to spare morning runs four to seven kilometres delicious fatty food packed catered for last but not least a four metre jump off a platform into the waters with depth of ten metres deep MxPx - Wrecking Hotel Rooms .. lyrics below. I wrecked your hotel room I crashed up the car Slept in the gutter I'm outside your door Saw you through the key hole Down on your knees There's really no reason to call the police Do you hold the phone when you're alone Imagine that it rings then hold it to your ear And wish that I was there to sing you off to sleep Be with you in your dreams for the days I will be gone I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I know you don't know me 'Cause we've never met I'm not really crazy So don't get upset I've got all these problems None with solutions Been in and out of some nice institutions Do you hold the phone when you're alone Imagine that it rings then hold it to your ear And wish that I was there to sing you off to sleep Be with you in your dreams for the days I will be gone I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I'll be there in your dreams and in this song Do you hold the phone when you're alone Imagine that it rings then hold it to your ear And wish that I was there to sing you off to sleep Be with you in your dreams for the days I will be gone I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I'll be there in your dreams and in this song I'll be there in your dreams and in this song .. and it keeps repeating.

~ such a vicious circle.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:41 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

Bases On Board A Ship

this very first moment of report made new aquintances with similar regulars

bulkheads are actually walls while on the sea met up with the jolly commander police coast guard the others were simply a happy bunch while the youngest was yours truly staff assistant didn't do proper adminstration of photographs had a look had a see had a touch had a feel of the life of what's going to be regional or coastal patrol squadron basic modes of navigation by the way singapore is a tiny country has many cameras all around the zoom is like the boom clear as a plastic sheet from a mile away avoid being an illegal immigrant three months of training marine policing course starting twenty third april ~ set sails.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:24 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007

Bless Those Miracles

another sunshine steps taken simple yet moved

bunny caught this movie with the significant other the reaping as it was called

signs of the end of the world some holy feelings ~ above.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:00 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Loans On Debit Paid

trip to the divisional headquaters some adminstrative returns bleak melodious rerun

cherries bus pass arms card baton card welfare card please sign along the dotted line to simply receive the one and only identity card Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The E (Cut From The Team) .. what goes on below. Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel I know exactly what goes on When everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess (well which would you prefer) My finger on the trigger, or (me face down, down across your floor) Me face down, down across your floor (me face down, down across your floor) Well just so long as this thing's loaded And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, this all was only wishful thinking And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, this all was only wishful thinking let's go... Don't bother trying to explain Angel I know exactly what goes on when you're on and How about I'm outside of your window (how about I'm outside of your window) Watching him keep the details covered You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker) for a sweet talker, yeah And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, this all was only wishful thinking (the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back) And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head This all was only wishful thinking, this all was only wishful thinking Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know you'll never love me Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins I will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know... Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you? Why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you? And all of this was all your fault And all of this (Makes things worse) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life (she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else) I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life! .. got this thought in the mind.

acoustic version above working memories went passed below

~ national service served for one year and five months only.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:08 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

An Entrance Into Another Eclipse

once been said sold the soul to some evil much choices was made

duck once stated in the letter once official day of appointment today seven thirty arrived in the morning mixed feelings in some far place fingerprinting done in an instant ink rolled onto every single finger even palms included both left with right earlier was the first to arrive in the end was the youngest of the batch after a short break towards the alpha canteen ten thirty was the sealed signed moment with a headed chop service number zero seven double one eight easy one to remember lucky western seven with asian eight left in the early afternoon fled towards the location of the course a day ahead second day just to receive certification named which had been said before ~ the police coast guard is a specialist unit.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:58 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

Felt Tip Markers On Paper

some handful of straws were given the facilitator acted as a shark prevention of any items falling into the makeshift river

teacher plastic bridges were built lessons were learnt first day of the sent courses solo failure is just a minor setback

divided into clusters of four individual pair on one side to cross the imaginary lines a light box was the goal

~ the picture above says all.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
9:27 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Clear Waters Above Magnification

early morning it happened carried a bag or two drizzled half away in the afternoon

seats an island went for the first moment across the imaginary bridge into the sky train on the third level some couple of cards tapped

amongst the hidden glow packed glutinous rice from local malay traditional restraurant

some sweet lady above kindly cooked some delicious fish nuggets or was it fillet brought from home seated in the middle of weekend bikini babes getaways not to mention the volleyball hunks

splish splashed for a short soaked maximum tanned was the opposite of the first photobooth left right center down here nor there or anywhere full of sandy eclipse

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On .. secretive words below. you're not alone together we stand i'll be by your side, you know i'll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end there's no place to go you know i won't give in no i won't give in keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong 'cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you there's nothing you could say nothing you could do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through so far away i wish you were here before it's too late, this could all disappear before the doors close and it comes to an end with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah, yeah keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong 'cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you there's nothing you could say nothing you could do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through hear me when i say, when i say i believe nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah la da da da la da da da la da da da da da da da da keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong 'cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you there's nothing you could say nothing you could do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through keep holding on keep holding on there's nothing you could say nothing you could do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through .. just simply for you to know.

~ there were some downtown lucky tourists out today.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
11:21 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Harlequin Exchanged

practically last time reporting for monthly gatherings full of the same teams from similiar land sectors talks of courses with tea breaks in between

poles went in service today at the divisional headquarters the training department organised talks on corruption the rise of immoral employees in blue in came the landslide of sad behaviours an inspiration to cleanse the soul perhaps that's enough almighty said with reference to the entry read some seven thingy sinful questions from there gone past

~ 7 random facts about me * whose name means brightest in arabic culture * interchangeable with words obsession * the atmosphere of silence feels intolerable * susceptible to the changes of tones * mandarin certified language speaker * fetish with open-ended conversations * constant contemplation feeds a gemini's thoughts ~ 7 things i'm afraid of * latin; luxuria, gula, avaritia, acedia, ira, invidia, supervia. * those who lose hope in the choices of words given * true fear is not an option to be shared wisely * signing a fullstop before the journey even began * a tiny piece of mind blown out of proportions * sharing the insides of the male tiny throbbing heart * stuff when an introvert faced with forced directions ~ 7 random songs * Damien Rice - Volcano ( Lyrics / Video ) * Pixies - Is She Weird ( Lyrics / Video ) * Joseph Arthur - In The Sun ( Lyrics / Video ) * Alkaline Trio - Time To Waste ( Lyrics / Video ) * Imogen Heap - Goodnight And Go ( Lyrics / Video ) * Louis XIV - Finding Out True Love Is Blind ( Lyrics / Video ) * She Wants Revenge - Out Of Control ( Lyrics / Video ) ~ 7 things i love * instant flavours that tantalizes the unknowing tastebuds * windy felt fields next to cool sandy beaches * personal conversation with the significant other * reminiscing the good old days among friends * a short moment with the family * finding lost issues after cursing the blues away * music is universal no matter how the eardrums shatters ~ 7 things i say the most * straightforward simply unrecorded * dumbfounds the individual who rarely listens * narcistic yet mildly misunderstood * verifies in different tones and textures * last minute discussion is a must * just a magnified version from inside the mind * final conclusion will not serve any purpose ~ 7 people to do this * Ain, Juliana, KeHin, Nuraqilah, Nurizzati, Roslina, You. * just drop by a tag or two especially you then enough being said whose impersonal services rendered as just a means of continued relaxation away ~ from boredom.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:40 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Jester Gone Juggling

couple of days ago last time sceduled for shifts two nights with consecutive days

seats lets keep it simply enough last moment serving national service long lasting days had been working the patrols complemented the arrests supervisors against complaints From Team Bravo Graduation Status: * Senior Station Inspector(2) Tang * Station Inspector Azni * Senior Staff Sergeant Mohd Shariff * Senior Staff Sergeant Ricky Goh * Staff Sergeant Wong Jia Haur * Staff Sergeant Saw Kian Hock * Sergeant Patrick Lim * Sergeant Suhaimi * Sergeant Mohd Fadzli * Sergeant Joanne Chua * Corporal Farhana * Special Constable Corporal Hanis * Special Constable Corporal Anuar from february 2006 to march 2007 the short period posted in land division

few moments at the counter hidden proof once in national service neighbourhood police centre officer taken magnified no more We Are Scientists - The Great Escape .. plans below. making my escape making my escape tell myself that everything's in shape everything's in shape but me how long can this take how long can this take tell myself that everything is great everything is great well how'm i doing? i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here while everything is adding up, up, up everything is adding up, up, up breaking both my hands breaking both my hands telling me to take it like a man take it like a man i can't i don't understand i don't understand please repeat whatever you just said nothing's making sense well how'm i doing? i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here while everything is adding up, up, up everything is adding up, up, up they're breaking both my hands they're breaking both my hands and telling me to take it like a man and take it like a man well fuck that i don't understand said i don't understand so please repeat whatever you just said 'cause nothing's making sense well how'm i doing? i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here i gotta great idea i'm gonna wait right here while everything is adding up, up, up everything is adding up, up, up .. it was all true for now.

prelude from black and white until in technicolor sprays

~ and the story continues.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:38 PM

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