= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Letters To Numbers Aftermath Of The Cup Of the World Of FIFA 2006 A Dozen And Two Days Later Related Books Have Words And Pictures Skies and Clouds Unrelated Superficial Survival Being A Happy Punk Silly Smileys

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

About Me

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

On Hiatus
wont be typing till the mood comes,
thanks for the realisation,
sense of humour & seriousness wanted.

static whereabouts
'on hiatus' means 'on halt',
means i wont be typin for a while..
so if anybody comes to read this,
just relax, sit back
and enjoy the songs on my player ok?
.. today in history..
weird, but truly first time in history;
somebody dear & close to me
wished that i would be funny=p!
usually for the past years i'm alive,
a single act of trying to liven up
the the matured & serious crowd,
.. comments given were;
*just grow up ok.
*your thoughts are so childish.
*underaged kid.
*stop saying those stupid stuff can.
*stop being a punk.
*stay serious.
*what were you thinking.
*don't want to hear your craps.
*there isnt any sense in your words.
*nonscence kid.
.. shant tell who the culprits tho,
*don't 'catch balls' of that words.
.. i guess for the past few years,
i had been schooling in a school
where my mates were older then me,
a serious CCA stuck with resposibilities and stress.
a working atmosphere that's rigid and full of expectations.
i think i might,
maybe i'hv turned to
someone im always scared to become, yet turned to,
'the boring me', 'the lame me' & 'geeky me'.
shit, that's scary.
if my x-vice president of student council, were here now,
i wana say this to her, 'true' wat u said ok,
there will come a time when
i have to think twice about the words i say
a time when i would noe how
u feel like being 20 then.
ahakz, fancy i once asked my vp,
how did she felt being 20,
when i was only 17+ close to 18 then.
someone who takes constructive criticisms
change a step at a time, might be irriversible i guess..
nowadays i can't help it,
but to think twice to voice an opinion, or etc.
where are my buddies,
stuck in their weekdays' dosage of army.
im so feeling crappy,
due to lack of sleep i guess=)
~ had a great day.
don't feel like bloggin for now for a while,..
maybe the time will come,
when i feel like typin the whatevers & etc..
enuff's said.
.. here's the lyrics to 'Pink' - 'Who Knew'

You took my hand You showed me how You promised me you'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong I know better Cause you said forever And ever Who knew Remember when we were such fools And so convinced and just too cool Oh no No no I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you friend I'd give anything When someone said count your blessings now For they're long gone I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong They knew better Still you said forever And ever Who knew Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet again Until we Until we meet again And I won't forget you my friend What happened If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong and That last kiss I'll cherish Until we meet again And time makes It harder I wish I could remember But I keep Your memory You visit me in my sleep My darling Who knew My darling My darling Who knew My darling I miss you My darling Who knew Who knew
~ 3 letters: f.u.n


~ 3 words: i <3 u.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 12:27 AM

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
12:27 AM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.