Simplicity Of My Complications: Five Stars Of Red-White And Cresent Tsunami

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Five Stars Of Red-White And Cresent Tsunami

whole crowds passed by,
.. not from the inside, just the outside.
so called; singaporeans.

daisy
it so happens;
when i was about to enjoy
the day's briefing at Headquarters yesterday.
This particulier question 'mind-blocked' me.

* as happy as the national day mascot.

'er.. anuar,
did you remember to bring the call-list for the whole sub-sectors?'

truthfully,
the first phrase/word that comes out in my mind;
~~what the fuck~~
huh, that's not my duty.

and so it happens.

the relaxing and simple job was;
* to 'bodyguard' the in-charge of the external sectors.
* pick up his calls.
* relay and convey important/seems-not-so important msgs.
* exercise from one place to another.
* assist.

~ i was a 'runner'.

.. why of all me?
because the previous chickened out.
simple as that;
i somehow realised it though,
because there were times in the lockeroom
he came to me,
saying;
'hey, your job so relaxing, felt like changing with mine?'

saw that huge flag flown by helicopters

being simple minded me,
i thought it as a joke.

i just replied;
'sure, no problem call me when you faint.'

and eventually,
i had another mini-briefing on that national day
with the commanding officer.

* stress.
but, it seems enlightening really.

looking at the faces of people of different races.
stop for even a moment, a picture,
the whole system, the whole layout, the works.

even the riot buses was also pictured.

not all plans are perfect,
we never expected hundeds of people to come at close to 8pm
just to watch the fireworks.
barriers were last-minute being set up,
for a mixture of
in-coming and out-going flow of
human beings, uncles, aunties, kids, weird characters.
fireworks watchers, extras, audiences.
* it was human-jam all the way..

there were plenty of photographers,

taking pictures of children crying, etc.

trying to get that perfect moment that nobody catches.

well,
i got a perfect glimpse of the full moon btw.

those poor photographers.
a simple handphone camera can do wonders.

.. wished she was there to see that.

* the sneakiness of in-uniform,
where i secretly take photos.

it's amazing
when people come just to watch the show.
let's appreciate the beauty
of having good clean public toilets shall we.

that's the toilet sign if you look carefully.

explosions and devastations;

.. just glad there isn't any war-torn
in this expensive homeland where we live in.

to summarise it all,
missing someone doesn't require any reasons really;
Yellowcard - Only One
.. lyrics,

Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up And I give up I just want to tell you so you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone And something's breaking up I feel like giving up I won't walk out until you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do You are my only, my only one Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one
~ well, after a simple short day perhaps,

~ she's been simply missed.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:42 AM

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