= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
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Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
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Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
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Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
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Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
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R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
The Winding Road Of Abstinence Spent On Suspension Eastern Road Trip Of Fascination Bloody Virgins No More Naked Fingers Melted Cream A Shot Closer To Comfort Just A Couple Of Days Worth Of Scratches A Late Caption Revisited Dense Analysations Perfect Confidentiality Of Drafted Perceptions

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

About Me

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

A Pair Of Dried Lips With Bared Adjectives
institute of mental health
woodbridge hospital
spent his first day in adsteinance


remix

the joyride last night
of an emotional partner who speedily drove
mild recklessly self-carried
without saying sorry
instead spewed vulgarities
on the incoming huge metallic
vehicle of a sudden public bus
from the forthcoming leftside
he drove on the rightside
a second jump of my unknowing heart
police cars aren't used for speeding
buses who didn't check their blindspots
especially local ones
with little power steering
we lived for our duties

escorting of two supposingly mental subjects
a vanride to singapore's luny bin
a bald male deranged silent one
proved to be quite of an enlightenment scene
who denied of any reasonable answers
when questioned by the doctor
in profound english
told one of the officers off
a paid to sarcasm slave of
the illusive democratic government
certainly he's got my next vote of confidence
for palimony's president

the fact before all this haywire
a simple lunch of cheesy pasta
in the hut of pizza
with the significant other
was speechless due to reasons understated
truly unexpected will never forget
her twilight message for me
before she slept
on the last night at work

Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
~ lyrics..

Breathe in for luck breathe in so deep this air is blessed you share with me this night is wild so calm and dull these hearts they race from self control your legs are smooth as they graze mine we're doing fine we're doing nothing at all. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer. The words are hushed lets not get busted, just lay entwined here undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer. Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, I'll always remember the sound of the stereo, the dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late and the walk that we shared together. The street was wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it and let you in and you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me, but you meant it and I knew that you meant it, that you meant it, that you meant it, and I knew, that you meant it, that you meant it

.. and i simply adore you too.



* on a date before that'll always be remembered.

Conclusions by ~da LosT Victim. @ 4:19 PM

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
4:19 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
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