= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
-
Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
-
Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
-
Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
-
R.I.P :
1st June 1986
-
Crayons :
Black.Red.White
-
Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
A Quarter Since Certainty A Pair Of Dried Lips With Bared Adjectives The Winding Road Of Abstinence Spent On Suspension Eastern Road Trip Of Fascination Bloody Virgins No More Naked Fingers Melted Cream A Shot Closer To Comfort Just A Couple Of Days Worth Of Scratches A Late Caption Revisited

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Rememberance
extra hours were used instead of daily leave
forcibly sanctioned by the supervisor
the morning shift before tonight's


felix

a sudden reenactment of the dear's
lighthearted words
'only girls have blogs'

sets me thinking,
why in the world would someone type,
religiously to seldomly on a mainstream matrix?

for me,
back in time he found..

to the few reasons of the past;

*untitled
*boredom

.. enough said.

the once childish ancient;
to do,to buy, wishes...

(updated, irrelevant, achievements are crossed)

ass Off Friendster
a crap a day Keeps da Doc away
eye-Liner
going Werk Early
treating each Dae with Positive Atitute
buy a Levis Jeans
Black clothes
Shoes
New Hp
Dinner @ BK
get a Pistol
Straightenin my fringe
stop thinkin so much
shoes
Love
tappin EZ Link
irritating a chicken
Last cabin on a MRT
think
look
read a book
Last train home
stop swearin
peace
patience
Voice-out
get a bag
spend a dae wif a chicken
closin eyes
rest
sleep
record our jammin songs
start an album
designin my shoes
bein a Psychiatrist
Better job
chicken
Chocolate Fudge Cake
study
achieve
a Watch
bavery
Pizza
be a punk from da inside
Lunch @ KFC
kill boredom
Be understood
Be confusin
Be myself
Above all, get a Life.

(the ancient list was done during zero internet connection)

.. as memories fade,
for a guy like me,
realises he could be forgetful at times.

* boredom ain't a reason anymore.

stuff yet to be fulfilled;
hopefully, one fine day...

buy a Levis Jeans
shoes
Straightenin my fringe
Voice-out
record our jammin songs
start an album
designin my shoes
bein a Psychiatrist

~ song for the day from a guy's blog.
.. Alkaline Trio - Time To Waste.
* lyrics below..

There's someone down below blowing you a kiss. They watch from their windows As all arms fall to their sides, And all eyes fix on the death of tomorrow. And you found everything you need To make a life complete, Completely revolting and they have safety and relief For sale down the street. I see you in line every day You had time to waste and I'm not sorry, Such a basket case, hide the cutlery. I had time to kill, it's dead and buried. You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy. These creatures are waking up in these dark trees. Awaiting like vultures. Eyes roll back turn white in time to feed They salivate in hunger. For you, and everything they need To make a death complete, Completely unnatural and salvation lies Behind those dead eyes that watch you while you sleep every night, and You had time to waste and I'm not sorry, Such a basket case, hide the cutlery. I had time to kill, it's dead and buried. You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy. You had time to waste and I'm not sorry, Such a basket case, hide the cutlery. I had time to kill, it's dead and buried. You've got guts to spill but no one trustworthy.
.. we all have ample time to kill really,
~ just one fine day when it is'nt enough?



* absence makes the heart grows fonder.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
3:17 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.