Simplicity Of My Complications: Paper Heart Stitches

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Paper Heart Stitches

.. time ticks so dripping slowly,
a drop, each moment.
.. without her.

that would never happen
.. in the first place,
i've already said before
bloggin isnt my cup of tea, and tea isnt my forte.
im crappin usually on anythin that comes to mind.
work, is full of domestic issues lately,
wish a video could be seen how a husband fights with his wife.
tragic, really.. who am i to say.

no relationship is ever perfect,
.. bound to have something explode sooner or later.
im so scared to lose u if that ever happens.
.. back to the husband and wife scenario..

~ from the wife's point of view:

* he lets the daughter skips religious classes.
* he's a husband who never listens.
* he's a loose cannon.
* he goes out and seldom comes home.

~ from the husband's point of view:

* family councelin doesnt help cos she's stubborn.
* she always listens to wateva her sister says.
* she's the one who wants the divorce.
* my son even pushes me in front of her.
* she never wants to sit down to listen.
* i cant take her screams anymore.
* bills and credits are rising.

.. both married for 18 years,
with a teenage son and a young daughter.
even after interviewing both parties,
cant help but feeling,
both of them are wrong in a way.
maybe kinda right of mind in a way too.

i mean, when u're angry,
everything in the world seems to revolve around you.
no one can really sit down when that happens.

.. thought bout my sweet dear whos busy with her stuff now.
if both of us were to be really angry,
at some point of time in the future,
make a huge mistake or something worse,
like the ones in the picture before.
i hope that, either one of us will realise the whole situation,
and for a split second, stop to listen.

* press 'pause' at the bottom of the page,
before clicking on the video. Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry
~ the lyrics..

Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's no one left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me

.. pain is when somebody can use,
the exactly the same amount of time,
to simply dial my number,
instead of readin all these in the first place..=)

~ missed the pieces of you.
.. whereva she may be.

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
7:17 PM

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