= The Victim =


Cracked :
Anuar.Son of Othman
-
Sex :
Yes.yes.yes
But, then..
Only after marry2.
-
Last Weapon Used :
Water Pistol.
-
Simply ♥ :
his dear sleepyhead.
-
Was Last Seen :
Running Away
With A Pink Paint Marker.
-
R.I.P :
1st June 1986
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Crayons :
Black.Red.White
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Lost Causes :
JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05)
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If All Else Fails :


= Ties =
_Adi.
_Ain.
_Alfie.
_Aziana.
_Chris.
_Eric.
_Fadilah.
_Faizal.
_Hidayah.
_Izyan.
_Juliana.
_KeHin.
_Kenneth.
_Khairi.
_Nuraqilah.
_Nurizzati.
_Roslina.
_SiHui.
_Wahidah.

= Shots =
Senseless Daylights And Headlights Paper Heart Stitches Dedication Affirmation On Hiatus Letters To Numbers Aftermath Of The Cup Of the World Of FIFA 2006 A Dozen And Two Days Later Related Books Have Words And Pictures Skies and Clouds

= Guilt =
April 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 February 2009 March 2009

= The Crimes =
Death By Friendster?
'cute = insanity'
Toopid Chipmunk & Lizard!
Anti-Friendster-Profile
.fear.explained.
( kinda proud to be a singaporean )
buying.an.igloo
^respect^the^animals
*Aint An Emo Kid
*Im Just A sXe
his.nightmares
her.nightmares
~ hubbing.
~ one life lived.
~ under the red umbrella.
Singapura's Media

= The Freaking Headaches =
Crimson Room
Viridian Room
White Chamber
Blue Chamber

= The Voices =

= The Profile =

My Photo
Name:
Location: Switzerland


.someone.who.nvr.realise.something.
.unless.its.too.late.
.to.his.friends.diff.pespectives.
.nvr.judge.him.observe.
.fast.western.choco.
.ice.mint.pepsi.
.food.beverage.

= Hidden Desires =

professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her

= Footsteps =

* bitter-sweet sizes.

= Contradictory =

* voices.against.constant.reaction.

= Television =

* zebra.revolver.officer.dreams.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Statistics Apart From This
weather's been fine today,
yet somebody's feeling blue.
specially for u.

no doubt
.. have you ever felt,
what if you could change just one moment,
in your past,
that very first mistake, that first junction,
that initial procrastination;
when you were 'gullible',
smart enough, not notice your better judgement.
yup, i do have those feelings,
there're some stuff which i do regret..
but, after a long while u tend to forget, the more u regret,
the more u will forget the finest things in life.
grass is greener on the other side?
or isit after u have seen the grass at this side,
then only u would noe,
whether to stay behind or find greener grass.
.. and anyways, why must the grass always be green..?
we're free to choose what colours we want in our grasses,
pink grass perhaps..?
or blue.
right bout now i wouldnt want to change
that moment/moments which happened in my life.
.. just have take it a step at a time,
on the pinkish or greenish grasses, perhaps on sharp stones.

here's to lighten up the mood,
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia

press *pause* at the bottom of this page before playin the video.


~ lyrics..

I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm He came around And he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for But I don't know him anymore There's nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late, I'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light To crawl beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late, I'm already torn. Torn. There's nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor You're a little late, I'm already torn.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas
You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism
What Should You Major In?

hmm..
if ever i could change my past at any point,
would just be a dream from reality..

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

~ do lighten up, & be positive.



~ or i wouldn't have ever thought of met
sombody as dearest as you..=)

.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
6:32 PM




Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused. Simplicity Of My Complications;Blood-stained Bullets Missed My Head... Yet Entered My Life...
none.taken.seriously.unless.he.lets.u.noe.end.beginning.confused.